Well now. If anyone saw my last post, they'd of seen that I gave one single sentence to sum up my day today.
Pillow fort and subspace.
Before I jump into that, lemme step back a bit.
Last night we went to the local BDSM club by my home (I've known about it for years, and I've been there a couple times on my own just to observe my local kinky community.)
We went to an open play party. We observed a few people, and a whip class.
After some very deep, careful discussion. We decided that we'd join the open play party and do a scene of our own.
I've been interested in Impact Play, my Dom was considering purchasing a flogger. However, I wasn't sure if I'd actually be into impact play since I've never truly partaken in it.
So, what better way to test, than to jump in? (Mind you, with lots of talk, a rundown of our safewords/colors, and ensuring that we both truly wanted to do this.)
The club had their own bag of house toys we could use, 2 of which were floggers!
One was a bigger, thicker, beastly thing, and another was thinner, and longer. I learned the bigger, thicker leather strips have a more "Thuddy" sensation, which is what I found out I liked.
The thinner strips leave a sharper, focal, stinging sensation.
My Dom was kind enough to let me pick out what toys we played with that night. I picked out a broad, flat wooden paddle, a smaller wooden paddle that had holes for less resistance and greater impact, a small paddle with faux fur and a wooden opposite side, a cute tiny wooden crop, this bendable 7inch strip of pleather that looked to be nearly an inch thick the Dungeon Masters of the club call "The Slapper" (Oh lord have mercy.) and the two floggers I mentioned before.
We kept the scene relatively short, since it was my very first time ever experiencing Impact Play. Plus, we had the careful eye of the DMs watching too, able to step in and help where needed, and give advice if necessary.
However. We did in fact find out that I enjoyed it, and I can take quite a beating! I left the club last night with happy singing welts and a desire for more. My Dom purchased a pretty purple flogger with brass studs in the handle~ 
Which brings me to today!
My Dom and I made careful preparations, and built an amazing pillow fort! (My first one in a few years!)
Today, we had a private scene. My Dom use the new flogger and my own toys from my toy chest. As the scene progressed and the lines of pain and pleasure blurred.
When we finished, my extremities felt light and"Tingly" almost. I was lightweight and floating a bit. My mind- which is usually busy with thought, calculations, and murmurs - got fuzzy, then faded to nothingness.
Almost like turning off an old TV. The screen went flatline before going out completely. My Dom carefully guided me to the bathroom and washed me off really quick (Which he admitted he doesn't normally do, due to potential fall risks. But due to our type of scene we had done, we needed to wash off)
I didn't care, I just drifted along with him, almost feeling drunk. Like... Outside of myself.
Soon, he brought me to the pillow fort and I crawled in, then he wrapped me in a blanket fresh from the dryer to help keep me warm, had gatorade, snacks, and water ready; and from there we watched Spirited Away while I slowly returned from my trip into subspace.
I enjoyed it, I can see why so many subs are eager to go to subspace. I'm very thankful that my Dom was so attentive and caring for me in that moment of vulnerability. I feel it helped strengthen that bond I had to him.
I can't wait to do it again soon!
Also, a couple pics of "Fort Aftercare"
Everybody crawl in!
(Excuse my finger there in the corner, apparently I don't know how to take pictures)
Enjoy!
