The Chimera's Whispers

 Time certainly has a way of sucking us in, and drawing us into things like a wormhole, then spits us back out in places we least expect it hm?

 I am taking this summer to myself from my schooling; just to have a small respite, and also have the chance to see what classes are needed in future since I believe some of my school's curriculum has undergone some changes. 
(Things will be picking back up again.)

I was having a conversation before I got active with my errands and events this morning that got my brain thinking.
Now that things are slowing down briefly -- I'm able to look back, and go over other aspects of my life, social life, and presence wherever I am at. Including The Cage.

I feel like I'm looking in through a window, truthfully.

I've been avoiding the topic for almost a year; but I miss being collared. Sure, in my time away I've had a couple people approach me seeking vanilla things - to which I've politely declined.
Nietzsche certainly had it right: "--if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.”

I certainly feel it. Though, despite this momentary pause; I don't feel it's fair to completely step back into The Lifestyle and make someone else wait while I get busy once more and place them on consecutively- a back burner. Just that quiet pang while looking through the glass longingly.

Ah well. Who knows. Life, like I mentioned- has a funny way of sucking you in.