Kinky interactions for the D/s inclined

How do you respond when the toxicity is you?

I had some "friends" who went behind my back and contacted my ex. They believed the lies he told them about me.

Now they wonder why I can't get over it. 

They apologized. Sincerely. 

Thing is...... It's not enough. I don't think it will ever be enough.

That's when it occurred to me, I was the toxic component. I couldn't forgive. I couldn't forget. 

So, I cut ties.

I'm putting me first. 

It's not them, it's me. 

Final answer