Just tired

I put my profile up and I received a few messages from people that seemed interested. I responded to all but one particular Mistress to caught my attention. After a brief talk she decided I was not what she was looking for and disappeared. A week later she waa back and wanted to get to know one another. After explaining how I loathe online I finally agreed and we began our daily email communication. This lasted about 45days and then ashe slowly disappeared. No goodbye. No your not right for me. Just ghosted me. Doms expect this and expect that and have a melt down if you forget to address them correctly but don’t have the common decency to say goodbye. That’s one of the biggest gripes I have about people in this lifestyle I just wasn’t an alpha. I was the alpha at some rather large companies. Did I command respect. Yes. Did I have expectations? Yes. Did I treat people like shit because I was the alpha. No. Being an alpha is not about treating people like crap. There are lots of people that do a great job of treating people badly and nobody would mistake them for alphas. So, please somebody explain to me why I see so many female Doms Doing exactly that. I must say that it is disappointing and I really did expect to see this behavior.