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Once you are made REAL

I, like the velveteen rabbit, have been made REAL. I have gone through the process of seeing my own truest self and nature. I know WHO I am, and that can never be taken from me.
I am a slave hearted submissive with a heart the size of the ocean and an emotional capacity wider than the sky.
I am a woman of Faith, though a believer of the truth and validity many religions.
I am a singer, a trained chef, and an amateur artist of no remarkable talent ^__^.
I am above all else; myself, the velveteen slave.
The Man who "made me Real" has moved on from the chapter of my life, however I will always remain with the deep and abiding understanding of who I am; for "once you are made real you can never be made unreal again."

This blog is a catalogue of my journey. It includes the lessons that I've learned while walking down my path. It serves to help me remember those lessons that I might retain them. It is my hope that it can provide insight to others as well, perhaps spark an understanding or a feeling of camaraderie.

~The Velveteen slave; Faith; His Mikayla{MstrJ}

*The girl accepted MstrJ's collar on 2/10/22 and her new name; Mikayla <3
1 year ago. August 18, 2023 at 11:42 PM

In the course of my life my picture of Heaven on Earth has changed many times over. There are also quite a few times when I could not have answered you as to what it might be. 

I have a new vision of Heaven on Earth, and I could not have dreamed it up if I'd tried. 

 

Standing in the yard in 12C weather, paint splatter all over (most notably on His graphic comic spiderman shirt that I was allowed to borrow for paint purposes), and the running shoes that now have holes in the soles and toes because I've run through this 3rd pair too (shoes we picked out together last summer.) All paint spattered. 

 

Birdsong and cold wind, both blissful change from the silence of the desert. 

 

Most importantly, the feeling of success, accomplishment, and the surefire knowledge that I've earned my "Good Girl" for finishing the project for this summer... completely knocking down and refurbishing, putting back up, and painting the back fence.... and painting the whole rest of the fence for good measure.... 

 

I couldn't love that moment more. This summer has been absolutely tremendous on every single level. I'm beyond grateful for all that it has been. 

I've done a ton of weeding and getting areas ready for future planting, there is a lesson in that which I've been very mindful of, but that is a topic for a different day. 

 

For now, off to get ready to welcome Him Home for the weekend

On Master's table tonight: 

fresh green beans

pan seared Cod with Beurre Blanc

rice pilaf with lemon and brown butter sauce

fresh salad with homemade vinaigrette 

for dessert: homemade lemon curd with Amaretto whipped cream 

and a glass of Pinot Grigio 

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His slaveMikayla


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