Sorry but this was harder to wright then I thought it would be due to frequent stops to compose myself.
Let me tell you no matter how strong they are they are still human, and have a braking point. It happened right in front of me and I could do nothing to stop it,it came out of the side street and hit them on the drivers door and off the road killing the driver instantly and the front passenger lasted for a few minutes. The rear driver side passenger through herself over the other one to protect her belly thus saving her and her unborn child the last escaping with cuts and bruises.but breaking her back. in less time then it took me to wright this we had lost Jane and Ann with Jenny fighting for her life.
We where still sitting in the hospital waiting room when sir found us, He looked old and worried but said the dr. tells me that Jenny will recover in time even be able to walk again the helicopter is waiting on the pad to take you home, I'll be along in a couple days after I have made arrangements. We saw him at the service on the ranch and then we separated and did not see him for a week we ladies spent that time morning together. When the lawyers showed up with papers to sign we realized we had not seen sir in a week. You may have herd the the saying he looked like a deflated balloon that's what he looked like sitting in his easy chair bourbon in hand just looking at the urn with Dena, Jane and Ann in it sir had lost his first three sub's. We tried everything to bring him out of his stupor and nothing we could do or say worked finely after a month the lawyer called Mary Jane's daughter she came in and sat in his lap he barely noted her arrival then she spoke the four words that penetrated his mind Daddy, I need you. he roused and said the first words he had uttered in a month what do you need little girl. we had started to get our sir back. Daddy I need you to go and clean up and meet me at the table.
Mary then took the time to explain to us and reassure us that what happened to sir was not our fault it has to do with the way he views life. even though he was fifteen hundred mile away he blames himself mom called it the what if thing he does not understand but you will his ladies are his life he live's to care for them and protect them and frankly the only thing more important to him are his children,if you had let little one in to see him it would have snapped out of this sooner but it's good you didn't let her see him like that. The same thing happened when Dena died only worse he had the driver of the car in front of him that time and he proceeded to destroy the man he just flipped temporary insanity it was ruled and he was confined for three months before he was released. It took three months but sir came back to us. And this dear readers is what happens when a man losses the human half and it is a sub's job to prevent that from happening.
