I make no excuses for ether my parents or myself because we knew no other way. But knowing a different way now I and those around me are better off sir James way was the better way. I was born into wealth a great deal of wealth and raised with only the best as was expected of a woman I was constantly reminded of just what i owed my family. The same for my older brother we were trained from birth to be what we are until the day my brother broke and it became apparent he would not be able to fulfill his duties to the family at that point it fell on my back to do my roll and his my education became more intense and my duties became more then making a baby to carry on the line and traditions of the family. No I did not rebel not even when I was told who to marry did I love him no but love was for those without anything to lose the poor the have not's the one's who still had there fortunes to make. I gave him an heir to both fortunes along the way we learned to first care and then love and lust for each other. As far as the lust aspect I was a masochist he was an exceptional sadist. Oh the exquisite pain he gave me was just so perfect. But and this is how we met Jane and sir James. I noticed another young couple come in and were seated in the front that meant that he held 4 coins to my sirs one when Jane proudly disrobed and I saw the jagged scar where her right breast should have been I of course jumped to the wrong conclusion and my body started to shake thinking of the pain she had having he sir cut it off as some form of punishment (yes readers I was that naive in some things) it was then I realized I new this woman as a mater of fact I was wearing one of her designs that night.
I asked my sir if it would be possible to meet them he looked at me and asked why and I told him the truth that I wanted to meet his sub. He looked at her and came to the wrong conclusion as well he took out his card and called a server over told her to give his card to sir James and request a meeting he looked at the card and held it down to Jane who looked over to us put her head down while she talked to him as was proper he then took his card out and talked to the server. She responded and came back to my sir and said he will see you if you follow the protocol for these types of meetings the protocol called for my sir to bow to him as well as I to be naked he looked at me with fire in his eye as tho to say you will pay dearly for this I just looked down when my sir asked why and she looked at him with a trace of disgust and explained you sir are a one coin holder he is a 4 coin holder would a peasant approach his king and not bow you sir are not his equal. Well long story short after the formalities were met we became fast friends. Because even tho my husband married into money he earned his own they were both self made men so had much in common as for Jane and I we two came from status but she went on to become a great success along with her sir in a way we were almost a mirror of each other my money helped my sir achieve his dream and his money helped her achieve her dreams.
