Sorry but I always wanted to use that line. O.k. lets get the stats out of the way first I am 5'8" in bare feet 36c-21-36 and a natural red head I keep my hair long and in a tight braid. And yes I was the girl mama warned you about as far as males went yes I enjoyed them and always gave them cab fare,no shower at your place thanks for the ride have a good life.But to be fare I was the same with girls too until Deb's and I got together she didn't try to tame me.
He impressed me from the start when he tested Debs and I and I realized that I just got beat by my grandpa well, I wanted him when I look back on that day I understand now that we were out matched from before the first blow was struck. When I was on the ground with his arm around my neck and my only chance of rescue was in the same position on the other side of him and that during the fight he had taken every weapon off me without me realizing it at the time I felt completely deflated and defeated. On our way to clean up John helped fill in some gaps for us he first met sir James 15 years ago he was a guest trainer for the first class if seals in hand to hand as well as marksman with the then new mp4. he then held up A finger and said into the air yes sir I will inform them. You must have given him a work out he say's to meet him at the Jacuzzi if you are shy there are clean suits in the bottom left draw of the vanity it's clothing optional Jane will be there so you know it will be her asking the questions so you know you pasted his test.
Damn this is hard for a couple of reasons I'm not like the other ladies I'm introverted not shy and I don't do a good deal of writing never mind talk emotions in general about myself so you see the problems. Add the fact that it was very slow in coming because it was not one single thing that made me fall for sir it was an accumulation of many small things and a love very different then i was used to seeing in others or myself the love I share with debs and the other ladies is not the same as what I had with him. I guess you could say they showed me a deeper kind of love then I had ever felt before. One that did not have a bases in the sexual but in the emotional. After learning the lifestyle that sir and Jane shared I thought I understood but again I was wrong because I like most went to the sexual side the kink factor of the life it was not until I really talked to Jane that I started to see things the way they did. Now I can feel the eye roll from here all I can say is you would have had to know her the way we came to know her to understand. For the one's out there who might look at things this way think of Jane as a emotional broadcasting em-path stuck on love and that would be the closest I can come to describe it.
After talking to the others they tell me to just take my time and write what I feel at the time and don't over analyze so that is what I will do
