The following is based on my remembrances as well as excerpts from Janes journal and Sir James's I hope the you can follow it because it is the real start of my journey to becoming the lady I am now and will become over time 💋🤞😉 Mari.
After saying these words to me, he sat thinking and allowing me to think and speak to Jane. I am filled with a hundred questions but why don't you start with what sir means when he say's slave to the house? Well Mari you know how much freedom you are given as sir's sub in choosing type and duration of punishment's well as slave to the house you are not given a choice the rules are written and have to be carried out because they are for the protection of all the sub's and Dom's of the house of Jane. before you decide you will be shown these rules and agree to then before you will be asked to sign on the dotted line so to speak. but I will say this a couple of the rules if violated can ruin or even kill you and you will be expected to carry them out. Now that being said you yourself are not expected to carry these out but you are expected to assist the law of the land to carry it out. As you know the house is dedicated to the protection of the sub's as such every rule is for the benefit of the sub. Ruining a person would be say because the Dom or sub has intentionally caused some type of damage to their sub or Dom abuse being at the top of the list weather intentional or through neglect so you can see this is a rare thing but not unheard of and the penalty for this is ruining the offender. In the extreme case that death happens you will make everything known to you to a the prosecutor for a jury of his peers. Now hearing this you may say that is easy but I will tell you now it will take a toll on your hart later I speak from experience and this is where your personal Dom earns his obedience because he or she will be the one who carries this out he has no more choice then you do. And that is what sir means by slave to the house.
Excerpt: Janes journal
Is she the right one I only have my gut to go on and the limited time we have spent with all the sub's I have chosen for sir. Can she handle the Duties that come with it, will she understand later why I choose her to feel the pain of decisions that she may be to young to handle after all I was older when it came upon sir and I but even with all the pain she has gone through in her young life she still has about her that little girl tempered with the look of ice in her eyes when she is angry or feels slighted but still does what she is told to do and waits for her time to ask or explain her feelings. NO, I will not question myself she is the one to bare the burden after me. Now it is up to sir and I to find her the Dom of her dreams that can handle the pressure she will be under as well as a help mate. Sir tells me he has already chosen both. he tells me they both posses the strength she will need. He feels Tim will make the best match for her as a Dom and he thinks this ranger girl if she comes to accept a bond as the help mate to her I will see for my self if he is right if not I will keep looking.
Excerpt: Sir James journal
She thinks after 20 years together I have not learned her hart and soul there is no question in my mind, poor Mari she is so much like my Jane and my Dena was that I could almost believe in reincarnation but she was born before we lost our Dena maybe the child we lost when she died. I have spoken to John and he feels that Tim one of the new hires would make a good match for both Mari and this ranger girl I met and seem to feel such an attraction to. They both have the strength of will she will need later. But only time will tell and of course her own hart.
