Crawl she said okay i said so I got on my hand and knees and crawled around the floor. She laughed and said no dear like this she got down and crawled like a cat looking me in the eye back arched slowly like a cat her moves slow and sensual with long strides of her legs and arms her ass swaying instead of stopping to face me she turned ass in the air looking over her shoulder. It was sexy as hell. it was the start of learning how to move like a woman with grace. She also gave me a book to read and learn on etiquette. Over the next two months I practiced it all she tested me and if I got it wrong she would smack my ass and make me do it again and again till I did it right. It has been an experience I was moved to sir's house to a spare room every morning Amanda and I would run and she taught me to mediate on staying true to myself first as a woman and an independent person as well as turning my life over to a Dom to his care this was made easy by sir treating me like he did before at work. He asked me for advise on work projects and growth of his companies he spent less and less time in the office allowing me to handle more and more of the daily work. But I must be done by 5 pm every Friday as I was told this would be date night we would go to dinner and talk about what i wish to come from what I was learning and how I thought it would help me latter. At the end of that month I lost 20 lb.'s and my hips lost two sizes I was now a prefect 36c- 26- 36. and feeling very good. my reward for all this work was 1 CT diamond ear rings. But what I really wanted is to have sex with him. But I was informed that would not happen till I asked to be his sub and not before. He was a very frustrating but disciplined man.
Every Friday and Saturday Amanda taught classes it the local club on the Lifestyle. We would attend the club on Saturday nights this only served to make me horny and my going home to fuck myself silly when we got back. Sundays were spent on normal date stuff and sweet memories made we had fun and excitement doing the normal stuff that every couple does when learning about each other I find this making me trust this man more and more.
In time I asked Amanda what is the difference between regular and lifestyle she smiled and said that's easy "respect" it is the key because without it do you think you could really do all the nasty and decadent things you want to do together if you thought you would not be respected after or that you could respect the Dom who could do theses things to you. My dear you are going to learn what freedom really feels like you are going to learn not only freedom of the mind and soul but real freedom of using and having your body used by your master for the sheer release of everything that you must keep pent-up during the week so that at the end you can come to complete relaxation so that life can truly be enjoyed.
She stopped dating her entries and just wrote them as she came to realize the changes in herself and what she felt where the causes of these changes. 😍😍Mari😁😁
