I am a slut and enjoy being one this is a fact. The truth is from the time I entered this property I was willing to f88k that old man's ass off to keep it and he just shook his head and laughed. Then looked at me and said Mari my child there may come a time when I take you BUT, two things will happen one you will desire it with every fiber of your body and two when it is over you will be in a very different place in your mind.
It is true I am not the little girl I was when we met, (thank God) that girl had no clue the changes in mind and body I went through to become the lady I am now. He and Jane transformed me from a little girl into a woman who can handle the life I live now, strong independent and wealthy but woman enough to handle the responsibility that comes with it. It started with Jane.
Jane showed me how to be a lady in public and a complete submissive slut for he who holds my leash. There is an old saying behind every successful man is a strong woman well I am here to tell you behind every strong woman is a stronger man. She showed me what a working dynamic looks like and even more important what if feels like. "Though he be a thousand miles away I still feel him by my side" these were her words and over time I learned what she meant and how it feels. When I told Jane what I had done she smiled and said that's a good sign it means he see's something in you worth keeping. For the next three months I worked with him helping to handle his business every morning till lunch and every afternoon learning to be a lady every night when I went to bed my brain hurt.
Over time I began to look at things differently I now know it was how he made me fall in love with them both of them really, they never made me feel stupid even though I was I was used to using my body to get things done now I was using my brain for everything and using my body just for relief and pleasure with Jane. I know he must have felt the sexual tension I was feeling towards him, and it was also disturbing to me after all he was 40 years older than me yet the lines in his face changed him from old man to experienced man and on the rare times, he laughed it was a young men add to the fact he still moved with the grace of a panther, and I felt the change in my mind.
Jane gave me the key and the warning as well on how to tell what he was feeling "it's in his eyes in them he does reveal his sole, but know while you read him, he will see more of you then you may choose to show" it happened so suddenly it took me by Suprise it was just Jane and I in his office when it happened, I looked in his eyes and there was a click in my mind then before I could even register it there it moved to the rest of my body it was on fire I was in a fever he stood came around the desk looking in my eyes and said well I see the time has come, I could not stop myself I remove my clothing one piece at a time till i stood in front of him never once did he take his eyes off mine when he reached out and cupped my face in his hand it felt like I stuck my finger in a wall socket but the shock went from his fingers directly to my nipples then to my pussy and I was wet in that instant I was ready. He could have thrown me down and had me instead he slowly kissed gently first my forehead then both my eyes closed, and he kissed them and lightly stocked my neck. when he finally kissed my lips, I was gone I have no idea where he went from there all I Rember is coming back to myself, and Jane was to my left and he to my right. he was saying to Jane move her to our room. 😍 Mari 😍
This is why agape is so important to your dynamic.