Everything about that night felt like a very well-done seduction and to tell the truth it worked I was ready as I had never been before, so when he just brought me back to my room and kissed me on the top of my head and said good night I was in shock. When I was alone in my room and took my dress off I looked at myself in the mirror and thought what's wrong with me I'm young hot and made myself clear that I was available and yes willing so what did I do wrong? Then I thought was he too old and said no that's not it when he taught me to dance that night, I knew he was capable no one who has ever danced the lambada knows they have the stamina to do the deed. I had never been so disappointed and so ready in my life, so I got in bed and took care of myself 2 hours later after I took care of the itch. I laid on my bed and started thinking again, I think I finally fell asleep around 2 so when I woke at 4 to get ready for the trip, I had to do myself again and cold shower and dress. Needless to say, I was tired cranky and horny all at the same time. I know now how to handle myself better but at that time I was best described as bitchy and that's being kind to myself.
It was my mistake; this is when I first really saw my future master in all his anger. When I got too the trail head, he was already there with wolf and another man and two pack horses. Too this day I do not know why I chose that word, as I said I was feeling bitchy and said morning sir in a derogatory way. He turned and said in a low and angry voice "do not ever call me sir until I give you permission that is a right reserved for people who have earned that right you may call me James or Jim or even asshole but if you call me sir again without my permission, I will take you over my knee and make you regret it for a week do you understand me". if you had seen the anger in his eyes when he delivered that I literally felt scared of this man in a way I had never felt before. I hung my head down turned red and said I'm sorry and yes, I understand what you said completely, and it will not happen again.
The next two days I learned just how well trained these three where something I had missed on our first trip. Wolf again led us and at times we would see her either sitting or standing once even laying in the path it was then I started to see warhorse and James posture change if wolf was standing warhorse would pick-up his head and James would tense. If she was sitting warhorse would raise his head and sniff the air and return to an alert but normal posture and James would simply sit his saddle but undue his gun. and the one-time wolf was lying on the path neither of them would react. That night in camp I asked him about it he smiled and said I was wondering when you would pick that up, he went on to explain if wolf is standing it means there are a group of armed men ahead if she is sitting it means the group ahead are armed but mixed men and women if she is laying down it means she sees what could be to her a family in front meaning a man woman and child or more in front. You see it is a part of the bond we share war and wolf had a devil of a time teaching me, but I finally understood you see Jill never make the mistake of thinking these are just dumb animals, animals yes dumb no wolf and war started out with something in common. Thay are both pack or heard animals meaning they prefer groups wolf being alone was adopted into the heard, so she considers war and me and mine as her pack and have learned to talk to each other in their own language. You will see it better when we overnight at my ranch and see how the other horses and my ladies respond to each other. woe wait a minute ladies. Just what kind of man was he? No, I did not ask I thought I'll wait and see what's going on. Is he a Mormon there are still quite a few of them who practice the old way out here in the west.
Jill
