She led the way to what I now know was my destiny. We entered the main ranch dinner was just starting I was sat to James right next to Mari Jane sat opposite me and the rest of the ladies were seated James sat some of the ladies and other men sat the rest of the women. When all were seated James took his seat. I was served first then to my surprise everyone else from the other end of the table up to Him being the last served he then said grace and yes that surprised me as well because of the way he put it he said ladies and gentlemen give thanks to your deity of choice. Under the table Mari took my hand and gave it a gentile squeeze to say it's ok no one will laugh. I found it rather reassuring and kind I was glad for that first dinner in private as it was quite formal. After dinner we retired to separate places while the men had hard drinks and cigarettes, or cigars and we ladies all had wine or brandy Jane on one side and Mari claiming the other here I met each of the ladies who attended the dinner one on one the married ones and the single at the end Mari leaned over and spoke in my ear don't worry I'll be with you till you understand. While we ladies where gone the men had cleared the big living room and took up the carpet and turned it into a place for dancing with the seats along the walls there was all kinds of music played and everyone took a turn on the floor James and Jane started it off with a tango, they were so good just watching them made you Horney later I told Jane I was tired, and she said go on back then she then said Mari walk her back she has tons of questions I will speak to you tomorrow both of you stay with her tonight. When I tried to protest Jane just looked at me with an all-knowing way and said just enjoy.
I wil not go into all the details of that first night other than say how surprised I was at how natural it felt but we both know it was not complete that would come later but it was glorious. Later with her head on my chest I asked her the questions that were begging to come out. First, I asked what is with the chockers some wore and why do the men wear silver and about the different stones on some of the ladies. She sat up crossed legs and said first thay are called torque's not chockers and they are symbols of the house the rubies are the symbol of anger at anyone stupid enough to bring harm to any women of the house or in general. The men of this house are dedicated to women in general but most especially to us. Have you ever heard of dominance and submission as in B.D.S.M. When I turned pink, she said would it Surprise You if I said my Dom is James? And that that the ladies who wear gold all belong to him? When I said. Well yes and no I mean I can see him as a Dom but him having more than Jane I find hard to believe she laughed and said believe me he did not want more then Jane at his age. But then Jane has her ways and don't question this what Jane want's Jane gets. You will see when we talk tomorrow and don't try to hide the fact you want him, she sees just how much you do the same as I do. But he has never shown any interest in me that way as a matter of fact he was rather cross with me the first time I called him sir. As I would have expected him to everyone on the ranch calls him boss only, we ladies that have been taken in bond that is what the torques mean are allowed to call him Sir, or Sir James if it is a formal affair and never in public. These are the rules he has set forth for us now as far as the jewels in the teeth they are our birthstones the one Jane wears is worn as first sub and the small stone is her daughter's birth stone the big diamond is the symbol of first sub and yes, we all defer to her, but she is very gentile in the way she treats us and loves us the one Stacy wears little one's birthstone and Sir James has adopted her. Jo-Beth has two stones she has twins there is also Jen who is not here she is in N.Y.C. recuperating from surgery we are Sir James ladies at present. AT PRESENT? Yes, there is also two others who are under consideration Sue the tall redhead and Deb's the big blond. I laughed no wonder he takes off to the mountains twice a year. she giggled and said no that's not it he does it to make sure those guys out there have what they need because in a way they are still fighting the wars and still protecting the rest of us. They stay out there because they can't trust themselves in society anymore, so Sir tries to take care of them.
So, let me try to understand He says no to me because he has too much on his plate or he just doesn't like me in that way.NO, It's not that, but I'll let jane explain thing's in the morning now let me have some more of that body of yours.
Jill
