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I don’t have a Dom but I can pretend just as well :)
I’ll mostly likely just be rambling or saying stuff that’s on my mind when I’m posting things on this so yayy!
Might also be silly, who knows! ٩(^‿^)۶
3 months ago. Nov 15, 2020, 3:02 AM

Friday and Saturday

Bit harder of a time to edge so I’ve sort of failed :((, but rest assured, I will still continue! I took a long long nap then had to ride down to visit my family in hick country GA on Friday. Woke up Friday at 8 am and just started teasing myself and started getting wet, I was too sleep to edge all the way hehe Today (sat) we had an early thanksgiving so I was helping with that.  Basically it’s my excuse for not having time to edge the last two days!

However I did edge and tease two more extra times on Thursday because I was too horny not too. Personally embarrassed of a few of the detail but I will say it was enjoyable, till I had to ruin an orgasm and then I was just needy and couldn’t do anything about it. Tonight my plan is to at least tease a bit, even though people will be sleeping one small wall away 😳 and since I didn’t do commando at all, I’m gonna have to make it up during the week when I’m back at school and I might do it tmr on Sunday EVEN though I’ll be having to go to church and then drive back for work.

Welp sorry this isn’t as detailed as the one before, I just haven’t done enough to do something saucy.  Tell me any ideas you have for me as always.

3 months ago. Nov 13, 2020, 2:46 AM

Real quick- I would like to journal these on here but I want to know what you think the format should be. I have all three of today’s edges below but would you rather them be posted separately after it happens or should I not be so detailed in them, is the post too long? You tell me! (Also the people have decided that I have 3 days of 3 edges, who’s to say if I get anything at the end but we shall see)

10:47 am - 10:53 am

6 minutes of stimulation after my Costuming class. I went to my room and striped except for panties because I was about to take a shower. Since someone said I should edge three more times today, I’m taking their challenge.  I started with just grazing the top of my panties with my fingernails as a sat on the bed, back against the wall blanket over me. Then I moved to just stimulating the clit, going between rotating and back and forth. As a started getting more pleasure I stopped and just rubbed my finger between my wet lips, dipping slightly into my pussy. As I cooled for a few seconds I started on my clit again this time not relinquishing till I was a squirming, arching, heavy breathing mess then just as I was close I removed my finger. It was fine until after one minute I was already trying to tight my thighs to feel it again.

Not touching while writing this was incredibly not fun. Anyway, shower time!

 

When I got out of the shower I sat on my bed in a towel just looking at my phone, I wanted to touch my pussy so bad  because it was right there in the open but I resisted, I ought to wait at least 30 minutes between.

 

2:57 pm - 3:11 pm

I get back to my room to get ready for a photoshoot at 4:30 pm. I’m in my leggings and a t-shirt and absolutely so horny. I reach into my leggings and passed the underwear straight to feel my pussy, it’s already wet. I start rubbing two fingers between the juices of my lips and walked to the mirror. Standing in front of the mirror watching myself fully clothed, I go at my clit. I’m immediately affected and hold back my moans as I know my roommate is just beyond the door in the living room. As I focus on my clit it becomes harder to stand up straight and I have to lean a hand on the wall or bend and grab my knee. Finally I go to my knees still watching my face as my fingers move. I sit on my feet having to spread my knees wide and often supporting my self with my other hand on the ground. The pleasure is strong then I go off my clit and cool down just rubbing and dipping my fingers inside of me. I lean back onto the floor and go at my clit again as I’m squirming and air humping my fingers with little whimpers escaping my mouth, I’m almost there- and I stop. I stand up and strip bare naked, I go get on my bed and hump and ride my teddy Jace (quite handsy he is hehe) then I pull out my vibe, but this is one that if you press it too much into the skin then it stops. I lay on my stomach, ass up and vibe my pussy and clit, I start using the vibe at my entrance and I tease my clit at the same time- guess what, I end it! I know awful. Writing this makes me a whole mess again but I restrict myself from touching as I write, knees apart and pussy out,as it is it’s own form of torture.

6:45 pm - 7:00 pm

I dreaded this one because I knew I was going to have to stop. I got home from the photo shoots down took off my shirt, pussy twitching ready to touched. I’m in only bra and a new pair or panties and leggings. I lay in my bed and start grazing over my lips, parting them to slide my fingers between them. I gently pull back and forth and then naturally my attention comes to my clit. My over head light is on and I didn’t like it so while rotating my finger around my clit I stand and turn on my salt lamp and turn off the light. I come back to the bed and stand on my step stool, not laying down, as a start to circle my finger faster and I have to support my self with the bed. Once I can no longer stand, I remove my leggings and bring my panties to below my knee, but not entirely off. I lay down and grab the small binder clips I put on my nipples (always accessible on the night stand) I take my boobs out of each bra pocket and put on the binder clips, I then focus back on my sensitive pussy. Using just my finger nail, I keep my hand and place and move my body so my clit hits it- multiple times. I’m so sensitive from edging 6 times now that I can’t help the whimpers, as I get more needy and rub faster. I put anything in my mouth so I’m not heard,  biting my pillow, my blanket, jace and even my forearm. I mumble ‘please, please’ and ‘no’ as I breathlessly moan and whimper into my sheets. I squirm and move all on my dorm bed, unable to hold still. I sink two fingers as far as I can in my hole and then move the tips of my fingers quickly as I grab a diferent, textured vibrator and use it on my clit. I’m whitening and the pleasure is overwhelming and shocker- I stop. i remove my fingers from inside of me and bring them to my lips, fist wiping them on my lips then sucking on them. I remove the clips from my nipples, and rub on them with care.

I couldn’t not touch myself while writing this one, I’m only human! and I’m one hundred percent still touching now -7:42, I’m so so horny I just need it and I want it !

 

Remember to comment any ideas you have , it can be on anything! Like I should do it some where  or incorporate something or switch something up, literally anything This challenge to myself is heavily reliant on the people commenting opinions and thoughts, so don’t hold back.

3 months ago. Nov 12, 2020, 10:18 AM

I have edged myself 3 times today, each time more intense than the last... I’m entirely too needy and horny. I just want to cum so bad but I have a 9 am class in the morning that I have gotten no sleep for. There’s such a heightened level of my edging though, since my roommate is quite literally right across the room. I don’t dare make a sound- just arching and soft gasps and then I stop, grrrr

Tomorrow is commando day for little Alex; I’m finding ways to spice my life up, I don’t want any judgement for you guys haha so I will be doing edging with that added piece.

I know I’m going to want to finish but as per the rules I’m following, it is up to the people. Comment whether I get to cross the finish line or not tomorrow, also if you have any extra ideas on what I can do to spice things up, drop it down below.

okay don’t hold out on me, I need those answers and I’m sure you know what I’m hoping you’ll say so make my dreams come true yeah? ;)

3 months ago. Nov 11, 2020, 12:20 PM

I need a little help with a predicament 

I took on a challenge and my competitive nature won’t let me quit it quite yet so as part of said challenge, i can’t cum unless given permission, it doesn’t matter who I just need a yes, or a go for it, you know the likes of it - so do me a solid and say that in the comment for me, thanks ahead of time 😌

6 months ago. Jul 26, 2020, 12:30 AM

I am unimaginably stressed out, and as I type this with tears blurring my vision, I can't help but think, "am I going to make it?" they try to prepare you a little, but I never knew college could be as expensive as it really is. So here I am, crying and typing a blog to at least slightly take a break from understanding the amount of money I have to put into this institution all on my own. I think back and kick myself for not doing more, not working harder to have more money on my paychecks, not going out for hundreds of scholarships, not saving every penny that goes into my pocket, because I- I just don't know how or what do for any of this. I'm not good with numbers, never have been, and they never taught me budgeting or how being on your own quite literally sucks. Why did I have to rush myself year after year, so excited to be out in the world as an "adult" when the world could care less about how good or bad I'm doing. Everything in my life is based around money, and I hate it, I hate it so so bad. We all know the saying 'money can't buy happiness' and sure it can't buy it directly but it sure will help you get better opportunities which will, in turn, point your life towards a brighter path.

Hm.

It looks my break is over. I'm off to study loan differences and somehow budget 23,000 extra dollars that I will be paying for the next four years of my life. As well as to look up strip clubs hiring in the area. (this would have used to be a joke, and the more I turn it over, it becomes more like a reality.)

 

I know a bit of you are much older than me, and you probably might just see this as me complaining, but I'm doing this all on my own and paying my own way through, and no one taught us how to do any of this, so I just got thrown in and was told to do it and do it right. Plus, I'm the first one to go to a university after high school in my family, so don't harp on me too bad, I'm just a tiny bit overwhelmed.

7 months ago. Jul 10, 2020, 12:58 AM

here is one more thermal nood that someone asked me to do for them, honestly it is becoming one of my favorites!

 

 

And here is a strawberry cow that i drew just for fun bc Strawberry Cow’s dont get enough credit for who they are

7 months ago. Jul 9, 2020, 12:52 AM

Just wanted to show some cookie cakes that I’ve done this week that i thought came out pretty well, sooo enjoy the treat (although you can’t actually eat it so it can really only be physically appeasing to you :) )

 

8 months ago. Jun 18, 2020, 5:55 AM

I painted this to boost my confidence in one of my nudes I didn't like because I was self-conscious of the back rolls, but now that the art is done, I do feel better about the picture, so I guessed it worked! :)

8 months ago. Jun 9, 2020, 6:35 AM

The thought of this is so concerning because I'm gonna be sharing a room so if I pull out all my coloring stuff, get dressed cutesy with my hair and everything and pull out a paci (i am still seeing if I'm a fan of it or not) with no explanation, then it is gonna be sketch haha so I have been thinking about that a lot actually. *shrugs* we shall see though I suppose

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^^ this made me giggle

8 months ago. May 31, 2020, 4:15 PM

“Never Give All the Heart” by W. B. Yeats

Never give all the heart, for love
Will hardly seem worth thinking of
To passionate women if it seem
Certain, and they never dream
That it fades out from kiss to kiss;
For everything that’s lovely is
But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.
O never give the heart outright,
For they, for all smooth lips can say,
Have given their hearts up to the play.
And who could play it well enough
If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost,
For he gave all his heart and lost.

 

** I suppose I was in a poetic mood this morning and I am quite a fan of this particular one.**