I wrote this several years ago, still so very true today, but as I get closer to finding me, I know I am so much closer to finding her ...
I do not know if I have met you yet, that part of my future still seems so cloudy and uncertain to me, yet it is a distinct possibility. I see glimpses of you everywhere, I can almost feel your breath upon my chest as I hold you in the night... in my dreams. But... I do know that I will keep searching for you until God takes me from this Earth, or until I find you. God, if you hear me as I rage against the dying of the light, my voice drowned by the raging storms of life, grant me this one request, bring to her this message of promise, this message of hope, and let her know I am coming..... I just don't know exactly when ...