Tormented and True

The darkness finally pulls you in
Whilst you lay there pondering about your sins

Knowing who you were before
Realizing what you have become

Embracing both worlds
Figuring out 
Who would win...

You know who you want to be...
Falling back within
The darkness sinks you in..

Wishing these contradictions 
Would just come to an end..

How did you become so weak
Yet strong in sin

Not ready for this world
Changes are so scary...

You don't want to be boring
Yet this life has no meaning

Once ambitious
Now just lost
Drowning in confusion...

Written by
Vilene Joubert
 
My feelings