So I have like completely came to the conclusion I today I'm tired of living this lie I am literally striving to just get the hell out of SC band move somewhere where nobody knows me and as a female like looking like a female and at least get my ID changed stating a different name this female stating I am female I know that's expensive but at that point I will everyday live that life I'm tired of getting up my panties in my wall wearing guys clothes on top of that to just hide who I really am when the person that I want to bloom and be a beautiful flower eventually after giving back to the female community by taking and servicing as a female I'm learning how to be a female and getting everything changed is much better than this person I am now she's much more beautiful she's a lot nicer and happier sad part of it is that she see being companion with somebody for so long I feel like I'm going to lose my mind does anybody does a female submissive do they feel like that or is my hormonal imbalance only an imbalance due to creating more home hormones or creating any hormones that just make me feel extremely horny all the time not as a guy I have not enjoyed guy fun time and over a year and I've trained myself to orgasm as a female for long periods of time so at this point right now I just feel like teenage girl who just hit puberty
