To My Wild And Beautiful
It's Time…..
I get so emotional Every Time I reminisce about us from the beginning…
The moment I step up at the restaurant in that Rainy Afternoon of West Virginia..I was running late like 95% of the time ….
How sceptical I was about You
How Nothing make sense around You….
But the moment I hear Your voice time and everything around Me stop …
The moment You hug Me… the feel of your little tiny body the moment our skin touched each other, the moment I look at Your big and Beautiful eyes, all my senses, all My confidence was going…
I Been so lucky to meet so unique and awesome people from the FetLife community and other alternative sites Thank YOU all of You for let Me be part of the Journey...My Time has Come….
The END it's part of the Journey and I finally have my own conclusion I may be wrong but This is My Own..
Everybody come to these sites and blogs to learn, Meet, share and express our self.
But We all hope to find the one and only at least I did...Until I tough she found Me……
I Remember We order sushi ...and I was so impressed at You for eating raw fish …
How from the first moments You show Me how a Good Submissive You are and How Proud you carry it.
Still I have my doubts it's only been 5 minutes since we walk from the door to our table…
You ask me what I would like to drink and I said "Mojito"..as soon our waitress came back You told her 2 Mojitos but our luck was no mint….We opted for a glass of wine"Moscato"
I was staring at You the whole time, pay attention to Your white bottom shirt and how contrast from the most Gorgeous Dark hair I have ever seen, I wasn't able to stop looking at You.
If You are a True Genuine Dominant person regardless of your gender You will Understand this... You are being gifted No matter where you are and with who you are ...she/he will submit to You, if they are "Vanilla" they will eager and I'll crave to serve You…
What I'm trying to say is basically is this: in My Journey I was looking for something... I thought I had found it or she found me but I realize I can get it at any time, because this is Me this is how I'M, I don't have to search for anything, just enjoy my life and don't worry about anything else
The right person will come to our lives when the time is right
Sometimes is in front of us and we can't not see it..
If you fail so be it we are humans it's alright to fail and have mistakes...learn from it
If your fail get up...the quicker You Do the better
After we have our Dinner and boost up on wine and have a deep conversation about life, and get to know each other..
telling me about how You want Your double citizenship about moving to Amsterdam in the future.
I ask about Your Likes and dislikes.
Gosh Time flies when you're having such a good conversation it's being nearly 3hrs.
I ask You if you want to get a drink somewhere else and you replied Yes….
We left the restaurant... I grab your tiny and precious hand, as we walk to our vehicles you decide to ride with me…..
For those true Submissive's be smart of who You put Your trust, one thing is being submissive and have tolerance for pain structure discipline.
And another one is being with and abusive partner ...look the pattern always speak Your self
Don't be afraid.
Whiteout a Submissive a Dom can't Exists.
You are more important of what You Think.
You took Me to the local bar, as I was parking I ask if I can kiss You ...You said Yes! And that feeling of me touching Your lips it's something I can't not describe yet
We walked inside the bar again me holding your little tiny and precious hand
I order a crown/coke Which was our drink of choice since then
And we keep talking and talking You told me You love Tina Fey and how Lady Gaga was in Love with Bradley Cooper..lol
I remember I pull the stool where you sat with my hand closer to Me and I kiss You ... You said "those little things turn you on"
Next thing I know you when to pee and I ask you to bring Me your panties...and you did. As the "Good Girl" You was.
What we need to "Label" things, why do we have to make distinction of roles when in reality we need of each other's.
You offer Me Your body give me Your submission without knowing Me, You trust Me.
And I Hurt You at the end No by choice just to protect myself..
I was selfish.
I Fight for You..
I choose You..
But wasn't enough for You …
It's time to Let Go and move forward.
Goodbye "Future Wife"(K)
