My love my life ...

SSG{ENM-TLP} - Wow. I think it is easy to look to those who are closest to you, especially when inflicting pain. They are so close in proximity. Goodbye is hard, but he will be better for it in finding his way. HUGS.

Rose Passion​(masochist female) - Easier said then done, not sure when this heart ache will go away it has lessen. I still haven't been food shopping since he left in August. Not sure what to buy for myself. Didn't realize how much I enjoyed cooking for him ...

SSG{ENM-TLP} - Awwww, well maybe to help you still feel he's there, fix what you would have fixed for him. Just smaller portions, or freeze part of it. Then maybe when he comes to visit, he can heat it up and have that food comfort without you having to be prepared for him to stop by (if he's close by that is). I can't imagine that pain. My son is 7, and I know one day I will be there. I'm already dreading it. Another good idea for you is to check out some healthy recipes online and get inspired to make some of them. Take some pics and share with us in a post. :) or in the forum.

Rose Passion​(masochist female) - Ohhh, they still let you hug them at seven too sweet ...