A Recovering Pick-me

Max Heathen​(other male) - with that one, you had a deep emotional connection and the memory brings that back even if you don't recognize it. Over the years you've become detached, most likely from having to emotionally protect yourself and now you subconsciously shut down unwilling to open up and take that chance of being hurt again.. "seeming robotic to others which is what I have been told in the past." It's hard to stop yourself but not impossible... perhaps taking the time to become lust-filled and desirous can help drop that shield but you'll need to let go of the past while in the moment. Once that happens, you'll start getting that experience again OR... finding that one who gives a shit less about themselves and solely focuses on forcing that squirt out of ya lol Just my experience talking on how the mind/emotions work together.

GiyuuSimp​(switch female) - You always say very intelligent responses. I think you are right about myself and finding someone that focuses on my sexual desires…I’ve been in a one sided relationship for too long now!

SirPoison - Could be connection. Or could be a chemical. Reaction. Some people can have a reaction to others thur a chemical attractions.

GiyuuSimp​(switch female) - I think maybe his dick had magical powers or something because he said he made a lot of girls cum fast lol 😂

Sunshinegirl​(sub female) - some men just know how to hit the g-spot and/or eat pussy.