I feel naked at the moment. My dynamic ended this week, at my provocation, and I took my collar off for the first time in over two years. I was in an LDR and the collar was grounding and a connection to my Dominant. Now I do not have the connection, nor do I have that grounding.
That's okay. I will get through this and be better for it. My plan is to start some form of working out and meditation tomorrow morning and more journaling with prompts (that I don't have yet but just getting my thoughts on paper will be good enough to start).
I don't know what you would call it properly but I have always been interested in like rope corsets, maybe now is the time to figure out how to do it. I know my weighted blanket helps me to feel grounded and safe so maybe that will help to. Anyone have any experience with that, will definitely take ideas, suggested videos, etc.
Went from 82 and sunny yesterday to 47 and rainy today. Mother Nature just seems to be having issues with consistency, LOL.
First lesson from this breakup: Meli, find your grounding only in yourself. Your Dominant can help but he cannot be the reason for the grounding.
Well, thanks for reading everyone. Hope you all have a good Sunday.
