This Sub's Space

Does the responsibility of life ever end? 

Will the pain of leaving one day just go away?

If only I could have had one more day before I had to walk away? 

A snuggle for my memory to keep me warm on a cold night?

A snuggle to hold me tight when I just want to cry and escape the day?

I know all of these feelings will pass but it is so hard in the day to day. 

Tomorrow starts a new week. Hopefully a new mindset and a new beginning.

Maybe I will write him a letter, expressing all of my love, pain, sorrow, and then have a fire to burn it.

Maybe that will provide the closure that I need.