1 year ago. November 5, 2023 at 4:38 AM
Does the responsibility of life ever end?
Will the pain of leaving one day just go away?
If only I could have had one more day before I had to walk away?
A snuggle for my memory to keep me warm on a cold night?
A snuggle to hold me tight when I just want to cry and escape the day?
I know all of these feelings will pass but it is so hard in the day to day.
Tomorrow starts a new week. Hopefully a new mindset and a new beginning.
Maybe I will write him a letter, expressing all of my love, pain, sorrow, and then have a fire to burn it.
Maybe that will provide the closure that I need.