i am pretty old to just be learning this about myself.
i dont have to always put others ahead of myself.
EXCLUDING MASTER OF COURSE!
What i mean is because of my personality type, once i develop a relationship i am all in. This can be very time consuming.
These people are not asking me to envelope them into my days. i just do it.
The epiphany is i can just let it go.
Deep sigh!
That feels go good!
Peace!
i danced through the house this morning naked.
Master was sitting at the table as i danced by. He yelled, "Alexa, play Simply Irresistible!" Then jumped to His feet and was hot on my tail, giggle!
Happy Saturday everyone!
i read interesting blogs, i read emotional blogs, i listen to music in blogs that i may never have heard before, i respond to some blogs and love some. Sometimes i even see into your soul and i dont even know you.
Master would say "T what is your fucking point."
my point is choices in life rule your happiness.
YOU!
Only you decide.
Yes there are things in life you have no control over and they can be devastating. i understand.
But!
happiness is the state of being happy.
"she struggled to find happiness in her life"
*Advice Below*
BEWARE!
This comment is coming from an INFJ-A
Advocates have an inborn sense of idealism and morality, but what sets them apart is that they are not idle dreamers. These individuals are capable of taking concrete steps to realize their goals and make a lasting positive impact.
i realize that there are very few people that think and process life like i do.
But!
i always have a choice! You always have a choice!
So i am offering advice which can be futile but i decided to share anyway.
Happiness is a choice. When events challenge your happiness the direction you choose decides whether you will find continued happiness.
Just because you are submissive does not mean you give up your choices.
Just because you are dominant doesnt mean you control all of your submissives choices.
Both want to be happy, both need to be happy.
Or you are single, trying to find that partner that makes you happy?
Umm, not really!
You decide if you are happy, no one else. You!
Happiness is a choice! Your happiness is your responsibility. Don't expect anyone to provide you with happiness.
i am a happy person, all day everyday. Even on hard emotional days i make a choice to be happy.
Way, you might say. You are miserable because someone hurt you. How can you be happy?
Because i choose to look beyond that hurt and move on to a happier place.
No one can hurt you unless you let them!
Happiness is a choice!
i wish all that read this blog:
Peace
✌
Love
💖
Happiness
😊
Ugh!
Lol!
i know what you were thinking this blog is about but you will be very surprised!
Do you ever have a recipe on your phone that you are trying to make and forget to change the time out setting!
Yep! My screen is a mess! i was making banana nut muffins and had to touch the screen with sticky fingers!
UGH!
LOL!
Yes one muffin is missing and they are delicious!
Master and i have a merit system and he will grade certain tasks that i preform such as preparing his meals.
This morning He was undecided as to what He had a taste for so me, trying hard to be helpful, gave a suggestion. Well, you would have to know the back story to understand that usually my grades have been very low when i make a suggestion so i was careful in my approach.
i made my suggestion knowing His taste and that an A+ was coming. He looked at me slightly dumbfounded by my suggestion and said yes that what i suggested sounded delicious. Then He added " I have been giving A+'s on you culinary skills lately so understand breakfast today can only receive an A- !
i giggled because i knew He was going to love His breakfast but also because i was determined to get that A+.
Now remember if i can get an A+ i will have a double score in my book because the A+ came from my suggestion!
i gave it my all, the cooking went perfectly, i served Master a scrumptious breakfast. I placed it before Him and stepped back to wait for my grade.
He took the first bite and rolled His eyes!
He barked,"slave come here!"
i smiled and went to Him with eyes cast down.
He pulled me against his knee kissing me passionately and growled, " A+!"
Woohoo! Score another A+ for the slave! Peace!
UPDATE!
i heard from the Dom, he says my friend is fine. i have not heard from her!
i usually blog funny post to make my readers laugh but today is not that day. I have lost touch with a submissive here who left her home in the northeast to move to the southwest to live with her Master. She no longer responds to messages, he does not answer messages about her. i am beyond concerned.
Master watches all kinds of true crime shows. Mostly of unsolved murders and this caught my attention which gave me the desire to share. What caused my hair to rise was that these murderers used BDSM websites to find their prey.
This first case is how this blog was born!
John Edward Robinson:
is an American convicted serial killer, con man, embezzler, kidnapper, and forger who was found guilty in 2003 for three murders committed in and around Kansas City, Kansas, receiving the death sentence for two of them. Wikipedia
Born: December 27, 1943 (age 76 years), Cicero, IL
Nickname: Slavemaster
Spouse: Nancy Robinson (m. 1964–2005)
Victims: 8+
Criminal penalty: Capital punishment
Span of crimes: 1984–1999
Education: Morton College, Archbishop Quigley Preparatory Seminary
His victims:
1984: Paula Godfrey (age 19); remains never recovered
1985: Lisa Stasi (19); remains never recovered
1987: Catherine Clampitt (27); remains never recovered
1993: Beverly Bonner (49): remains discovered at storage facility in Raymore, Missouri
1994: Sheila Faith (45) and Debbie Faith (15): remains of both discovered at storage facility in Raymore, Missouri
1999: Izabela Lewicka (21): remains discovered at Robinson's ranch near La Cygne, Kansas
2000: Suzette Trouten (28): remains discovered at Robinson's ranch near La Cygne, Kansas
Other know cases
Brittney Killgore:
An autopsy report has been unsealed in the bizarre 2012 killing of a north San Diego Marine wife in what investigators believe was a sex game turned deadly.
Brittany Killgore, 22, of Fallbrook, was last seen alive on April 13, 2012.
She was in the process of moving and, on that same day, had gotten help packing from acquaintance Sgt. Louis Perez, now 49. That night, she agreed to go on a dinner cruise in San Diego with Perez.
Investigators said the suspects were involved in a bondage, discipline and sadomasochistic lifestyle. They were also charged with torture, kidnapping, conspiracy to commit a crime and attempted sexual battery in Killgore’s slaying.
Killgore’s autopsy report, unsealed for the first time Wednesday, determines the Marine wife’s cause of death as “homicidal violence.”
Grace Millane:
A court in New Zealand is told by the prosecutor that the young Briton was not killed by "safe sex play" but "strangulation". British backpacker Grace Millane was murdered by a man "seeking total domination and some sort of weird thrill over women who were his sexual partners", a court heard today.Nov 22, 2019
Elaine O'Hara
(17 March 1976 – c. 22 August 2012)
was an Irish childcare worker who was murdered in August 2012 by architect Graham Dwyer. She was last seen alive at a public park in Shanganagh, Dublin, Ireland, on 22 August. The remains of her body were discovered on Killakee Mountain, south of Dublin, in September 2013. The investigation of her disappearance and later of her death was widely reported. The 2015 trial and conviction of Dwyer led to the circulation of evidence concerning O'Hara's and Dwyer's involvement in the BDSM sexual subculture.[1] The evidence of Dwyer's sadistic sexual practices led to the murder being called one of the most shocking crimes in Irish history.
Shirley Beck:
came to Clarksville to learn about BDSM. That lesson cost her life.
Las Vegas BDSM Desert Photoshoot Turns into Murder — True Crime
Jamie Rae Feden:
was a 33-year-old woman with limited capacities who lived in Bethel Park, a suburb of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.
Jamie was a small woman, barely over four feet tall, and weighed only 75 pounds. She also suffered from a rare congenital condition, VATER Syndrome.
John Matthew Chapman, 39, a married man living in Maryland, is accused of abducting his girlfriend, Jaime Rae Feden.
Confession
Once pulled into the police station Chapman confessed. He said that he lied to Jamie about the reason for their trip to Las Vegas. He admitted that he had planned to kill her before leaving Pittsburgh, saying he had a “kill kit” packed in the car.
They arrived in Las Vegas on September 23, 2019, and spent a couple of days visiting sites.
Then two days later, on the 25th of September, he drove them into the desert outside of Las Vegas. He had told her he wanted to do a photoshoot of her in bondages.
Once in the desert, he tied her feet and hands with zip ties. While she was unable to fight back, he then tied her body to a signpost. While she was at his mercy, he proceeded to cover her mouth and nose with duct tape.
He then watched [her] die from asphyxiation,” quoted in an FBI complaint based on Chapman’s confession.
After he determined she was dead, he removed the zip ties and unbound her from the post. Then he stripped her fully naked and left her lying in the desert.
He got back in his car and started making the trip back to the east coast. Chapman said that he tossed her belongings and clothing throughout the drive across the country.
SAFE, SANE, CONSENSUAL need i say more!
Submissives do your homework. Please protect yourself from predators. If the dominant will not reveal his true idenity you maybe in danger! Even then be sure that you have a friend that knows where you are at all times.
PEACE FRIENDS
This is probably why i love ass!
Yes it's summertime thank goodness and being at the summer home has been delightful so far!
Today it is suppose to be rather warm so.....
While riding through the country roads we must always be mindful of the animals that may wonder into the roadway! Especially wondering cocks! This one would really mess up your car! Yikes!
So we are sending much love and kinky thoughts to you!
And remember being kind makes you feel good!
Peace!
Oh yeah! i love me some bacon!