Kindness

i was chatting with a dear friend this morning and he was sharing his new real life relationship that has come after a long journey of searching.

i read so many blogs of others that are searching and trying to figure out where they fit in this unique kinky world and it made me think of one of my favorite songs.

Yes everyone has their story and the beauty is they are all different stories. That's what makes life so much fun.

Peace, love and kind thoughts to you all!

This happened yesterday! Issues with the toliet are never good.

So instead of freaking out we took a deep breath, watched the sun set and made a fire!

Master has anxiety so i just keep quiet and calm.

i knew that He would have it fixed first thing in the morning.

Finally He said, "Thank you for being so understanding and helping me!"

Those words are like winning the lottery for me. 

i said," i always have faith in you Sir!" 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Finally, a debate i can enjoy!

Let's all maskdebate!

Fuck it, at least it's Friday! 

i always like to share some things that are fun for play and this is a favorite of O/ours.  First of all it is an eatable powder which makes kisses and licks delicious.  Also the soft feather duster brings sensation play to a whole new level especially while blindfolded! Very erotic. 

Remember BDSM does not always mean pain and endurance.  Tease and soft teasing touch can drive your mind wild! 

Yesterday Master was working on a project and i was busy making dinner and it wasn't until after dinner was finished and the clean up complete that we both sat down to enjoy His favorite television show.  

There was no signal,  i checked my phone and sure enough there was no connection. 

i am the technology guru so was assigned the task of trouble shooting. i checked the connections, reboot the system with no luck, then i remembered that Masters project was behind and under the house. 

i started to go outside and He barked,"Where the Hell are you going?" i just smiled and keeped going.

Sure enough He had cut the internet cable and had trown it in the trash thinking it was an old cable.

i came back inside and handed him the cut cable. He looked in disbelief! "What the Hell!" He said. i said quietly "You cut the cable, Sir."

The shit hit the fan as they say but none of the agitation was directed at me.

He said things that have been directed at me though. He said, "I am such a knucklehead!" "That was so stupid!"

Lol! Yes, i was enjoying this just a bit! Inwardly of course.

i quickly said "Lets go right now before the hardware story closes and get the supplies You need to fix this!" 

W/we jumped in the car and off W/we went, got the new cable, cable cutting tool, connectors and plugs. Got back just before dark and fixed the mess.

This is probably one of the best life lessons!

Sometimes it's better to just remain silent and smile!

i went to the dollar store today to buy a birthday card and a sympathy card.

i came home with a surprise for Master! Who do you think will enjoy my gift more? ?

i had a nightmare last night, i walked into to the daycare center that i use to own, really i have only good memories of those 10 years of my life. But the dream was truly a nightmare,  everything was going wrong, i felt so much stress. Then i woke up and realized it was just a bad dream.

i dont have to go to work, i dont even have to leave my house! Deep breath! 

What a relief! Chuckle! ❤

When things are done

When things are through

When I can't be that one for you

You walk away

You dont look back

It seems so easy

Like our friendship was trash

I only offered friendship

My commitment, nothing new

He is my Master, I will always be true.

You knew this from the start

I was honest with you

But you lied to me

I see that too

You promised that was fine

Your others would do

You had loves that cared

But soon they were through

I should have known then

That should have been my clue

Was anything you said ever true?

Three years of emotion

Three years I cared

That is my nature to always be there

You walk away

Our friendship is through

I say this now so others learn too

From the mistakes I have made

I am telling you true

Dont let others take pieces of you