Kindness

i am alone

Completely alone

Without instruction

What will i do

No phone

No internet

i am cut off from the world

i am scared

There is a sound that i hear and i look about

The clock is ticking but the hands are not moving

Time is standing still

All that You said when You left was that You would come back

So many questions run through this slaves mind

Where have You gone?
Why did You go?
How long will You be gone?

i busy myself with day to day chores

Then ready myself for You

Then i wait and meditate to calm my fears and loneliness

As i calm my mind goes there, to that place of lovely torture

Then You return and the world spins again

i am under Your spell tis true

You pat me and hold me and tell me these words

Your my good girl, little one

I love you, I do!