Yes I suppose I am.
In our Master/slave relationship Master owns my orgasms. I know this! It is a hard fast rule. I am allowed to masturbate but only with permission to do so. Master is very kind to this nyphomaniac and rarely denies me especially now that he has slowed down but never the less there is a protocol in our dynamic. I must always ask to achieve. I must obey if denied. I usually always follow this protocol. Accept when I dont!
If I don't ask I know the consequences and for this particular rule the punishment is usually serious.
Why then would I push this issue, why would I not have learned this lesson by now?
The answer is easy, because I enjoy the punishment as much as the sneaky orgasm!
I am a masochist!
So if you are like me breaking a hard fast rule despite the consequences, you too may be a masochist!
