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MsDove{Eternal Pi}
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In a monogamous relationship
About me
Devoted to my Dominant, Eternal Pi.
I am 69 years and I came here to learn at the young age of 65. That learning has taken a variety of different forms. Reading, of course. But I have learned more from conversations and a couple of experiences that have figuratively, and literally, brought me to my knees.
I am 69 years and I came here to learn at the young age of 65. That learning has taken a variety of different forms. Reading, of course. But I have learned more from conversations and a couple of experiences that have figuratively, and literally, brought me to my knees.
Widowed five years ago. I was one of the fortunate ones who was completely in love, and loved, the entire time.
I am a retired professional (Human Resources, Learning and Development, Content Expert and Developer) and do a great deal of volunteer work. I keep my self very busy, sometimes to busy. I am a liberal, I believe in science, and that Black Lives Matter.
My creative self has kept me involved in live theater, on stage and backstage, my entire life. My passion is Production and Stage Managment, which I continue to do on a smaller scale.
In life, I am known as a leader. I see something that needs to be done, and if no one steps up, I will make it happen. I have skills. Don't mistake the ability to lead (books can teach you that) means that I like it or that it's even the slightest bit natural to me. It's not. Leading, for me, is a character I play (more theater). A survival technique. My life story required that I take charge at a young age.
When there is a dominant male that has a strong intellect that I respect, I fall right in. I have found that Dominant.
BDSM and me
Since I have found my Dominant, what I share in this section is a bit different. My Dominant is my kink.
I had always been curious about BDSM and landed on The Cage. I was not really thinking about anything more than perhaps play. Like most, I didn't know there was "more". On top of that, it never occurred to me that I'd fall in love.
The relationship with my Dominant is the deepest, most soul satisfying experience I have ever had. We organically go to a place we call "deeper, deeper" because we don't have the words for it. We continue to grow and evolve. It's definitely a primal connection that just occurs organically. An extension of the conscious self into a deeply connected soul to soul experience. What happens within that experience is between us three.
Maybe that's a little esoteric. But I used to read about people never wanting to go back. Now I understand why.
I had always been curious about BDSM and landed on The Cage. I was not really thinking about anything more than perhaps play. Like most, I didn't know there was "more". On top of that, it never occurred to me that I'd fall in love.
The relationship with my Dominant is the deepest, most soul satisfying experience I have ever had. We organically go to a place we call "deeper, deeper" because we don't have the words for it. We continue to grow and evolve. It's definitely a primal connection that just occurs organically. An extension of the conscious self into a deeply connected soul to soul experience. What happens within that experience is between us three.
Maybe that's a little esoteric. But I used to read about people never wanting to go back. Now I understand why.
Limits
Hard Liimits: Bigotry; racism and those who deny science.
What's new
8/15_25: Heartbreak. It is not to be with the impending triad. I certainly understand it's a huge deal moving one's life across country. After a year, it's over. I am so disappointed, but accept it's not to be. Master and I will continue our search anew when it's time. Wishing nothing but the best for our lovely girl.
5/1/24: I am happy. Looking forward to my lovely sister joining us. ❤️❤️❤️
1/13/24: It's been a long while since I've updated. My Dominant and I have been slowly getting to know the most incredible woman since early September. She just came out to spend a couple weeks with us and I am totally smitten. Our monogamous menage a trois is complete. There are preparations that need to occur before she can fully live with us, but she will visit frequently until that occurs. We are so blessed. Our dream comes true with the most beautiful woman.
7/27/23: They say "What a difference a day makes." Our girl was not ready to step into relationship. Very quickly we stumbled into what became insurmountable road blocks the first time. We had hopes that open communication could/would flow (a must for a we/three relationship). We feel helpless in how to support someone who is unable to bring voice as to what haunts her. We know she is doing her best to work through everything herself. Her wounds are deep. We were open to supporting her to work things through and had hoped to soothe her. None of us arrive without baggage. We have been very open as to who we are (both of us very searchable with what she knew about us) and what we want to build. But even after months she is unable to meet us for coffee (we live an hour away). In retrospect, we still know very little about her.
7/23/23: We are beginning on the delicate path of returning to the lovely submissive we had courted recently. None of us were able to shake the thought of each other. We will be more mindful towards building a strong loving triad.
5/30/23: So much has happened in the past few months. We courted a lovely submissive for a few months, but in the end, it was not to be. Not for lack of interest, I think, on anyone's part. We had too many moving parts and miscommunications that were difficult to resolve.
My Dominant and I are closer than ever. It's hard helping people understand that we truly do want a third. An equal in love. I understand that it's hard joining an established relationship but with great risk comes great reward. Imagine having two people who always have your back. Who love you completely and want the best for you Two people who support you fully and see your beauty even when you don't. We invite you in to be part of us. Not a "third", an equal in love. Just us three. D/s/s ❤️❤️❤️
1/14/23: It's been an interesting three months. We hit the first real rocky road in our relationship which, in turn, moved us both into a period of deep introspection. Independently, our response was to turn back towards each other. We have a deeper understanding of ourselves and each other. Admittedly, I still am feeling a bit tender, but grateful to continue to learn and grow. Our love continues to evolve and deepen.
5/1/24: I am happy. Looking forward to my lovely sister joining us. ❤️❤️❤️
1/13/24: It's been a long while since I've updated. My Dominant and I have been slowly getting to know the most incredible woman since early September. She just came out to spend a couple weeks with us and I am totally smitten. Our monogamous menage a trois is complete. There are preparations that need to occur before she can fully live with us, but she will visit frequently until that occurs. We are so blessed. Our dream comes true with the most beautiful woman.
7/27/23: They say "What a difference a day makes." Our girl was not ready to step into relationship. Very quickly we stumbled into what became insurmountable road blocks the first time. We had hopes that open communication could/would flow (a must for a we/three relationship). We feel helpless in how to support someone who is unable to bring voice as to what haunts her. We know she is doing her best to work through everything herself. Her wounds are deep. We were open to supporting her to work things through and had hoped to soothe her. None of us arrive without baggage. We have been very open as to who we are (both of us very searchable with what she knew about us) and what we want to build. But even after months she is unable to meet us for coffee (we live an hour away). In retrospect, we still know very little about her.
7/23/23: We are beginning on the delicate path of returning to the lovely submissive we had courted recently. None of us were able to shake the thought of each other. We will be more mindful towards building a strong loving triad.
5/30/23: So much has happened in the past few months. We courted a lovely submissive for a few months, but in the end, it was not to be. Not for lack of interest, I think, on anyone's part. We had too many moving parts and miscommunications that were difficult to resolve.
My Dominant and I are closer than ever. It's hard helping people understand that we truly do want a third. An equal in love. I understand that it's hard joining an established relationship but with great risk comes great reward. Imagine having two people who always have your back. Who love you completely and want the best for you Two people who support you fully and see your beauty even when you don't. We invite you in to be part of us. Not a "third", an equal in love. Just us three. D/s/s ❤️❤️❤️
1/14/23: It's been an interesting three months. We hit the first real rocky road in our relationship which, in turn, moved us both into a period of deep introspection. Independently, our response was to turn back towards each other. We have a deeper understanding of ourselves and each other. Admittedly, I still am feeling a bit tender, but grateful to continue to learn and grow. Our love continues to evolve and deepen.
10/02/22: It's interesting that I have yet to mention my spiritual life. It's imperative to me that anyone I partner with have a sense of their own spirituality. I am a practicing medium and have been for much of my adult life. Yes, "I see dead people"... to me it's a natural part of life. No, it's not spooky. I don't go around poking my nose around everyone's business like the Long Island Medium, that would be crazy making (but my guess is that's really only for her show). I am very controlled and ethical in my work. Love to chat with people about all things spiritual.
09/02/22: Sadly, our girl seems to be gone. Last we spoke, she was seriously ill. Then nothing. Something changed. She lives in a very complicated situation, which we aren't in a position to step in and untangle for her. Added: Due to covid, we were concerned she might not have made it. There is evidence of her on social media, so after six weeks of what we thought was good relationship building, ghosted. It's disappointing that people can't just be upfront and honest.
7/22/22: Looks like we have found our girl. True relationships take time and care.
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4/13/22: Still madly in love. Still spending 3-4 weeks together a month. This is also not new, but a clarification: We are NOT polyamorous. We simply want a loving monogamous triad... or maybe a circle (because a love triangle can have negative connotations). I am bi, my Dominant is straight. He will never share us with another man.
We want "real", not play. While there might be sexy banter (always fun), our intent is to get to know a potential partner and build a relationship. That takes time and an honest intent. We are very happy together and look forward to sharing that happiness with one other. Could it be you?
12/16/21: It's been forever since I have updated. My incredible Dom and I are spending about 3 weeks a month together. Still working out how to best merge our situations together and, at the same time, finding it more and more difficult to be apart. We are searching for our elusive third. It's interesting that people often make the assumption that we are not monogamous. We are monogamous within our triad.
I also find it interesting that many of the women we have spoken with don't quite register that the relationship between the two of us (the women) is equally important as with our Dominant. No one relationship is more or less important than the other in terms of love, respect and trust. Our Dominant, of course, will be our Dominant.
This is an amazing journey, and as I discover new depths of submission, I eagerly look forward to sharing this experience with our "player to be named later." Equally, I look forward to sharing the joys of serving our Master (a title that came very naturally to me) and making him (and ourselves) happy with our own playtime.
8/28/21: Just returned from another ten days with my Dom. It's getting more and more difficult to be apart. Still figuring out logistics of living together full-time. Our love grows deeper and deeper, as has my submission. We still seek our third, but it needs to be a love match, not just play. We believe it's possible. A monogamous triad.
7/7/21: So excited for my Dom to head to me in a couple of days (with covid, it was much less complicated for me to visit him). Home now is with him; however that works out. I am grateful every day that we met. Something just clicked; I was so drawn to him. Obviously, I still am. My sweet Sir, I love you so. ❤
5/27/21: Whoa, it's my birthday. I am 66... how the heck did that happen? I was 18 when my mother passed away after a long illness; she was 62. I remember one day she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror; she was a shadow of herself. She looked and said, "I don't feel any older than 18." I understand.
4/11/21: My Sir and I are actively seeking a female submissive to complete our family (D/s/s). Both of us have always wanted a triad. Our love has grown organically, and we are open to welcoming our third. Sir is a sensual Dom; everything we do is done with love. Our relationship is built upon honesty. Our trust, love, and respect for each other run deep.
3/7/21: This needs serious updating; I will get to it soon. I am fully committed to my Eternal Pi.
1/18/21: I have learned a lot, especially about myself, in the past months. I have made some difficult mistakes that have turned into valuable lessons. The support here has been so helpful.
I have been communicating with a Dom for a few months, and we decided to look no further until we met. Since we both have limited our exposure to others (Covid), we finally decided to meet.
We just spent 10 days together 24/7 (as in timeframe, not lifestyle). It's an interesting thing when two people have been honest with each other from the start... there were no surprises. Nothing misrepresented. We are more deeply in love than ever and have committed to each other. It never occurred to me that I would fall in love; it wasn't even on my radar.
At 65 years old, I begin my submissive journey with an experienced Dom with whom I am thuroughly, willingly, and lovingly devoted to.
Update date
Dec 20, 2024
Member since
Oct 19, 2020