in·tro·spec·tion
noun
the examination or observation of one's own mental and emotional processes.
Introspection is the examination of one's own conscious thoughts and feelings. In psychology, the process of introspection relies exclusively on observation of one's mental state, while in a spiritual context it may refer to the examination of one's soul.
Introspection involves examining one’s own thoughts, feelings and sensations in order to gain insight.
1. IT ALLOWS YOU TO NOTICE NEGATIVE PATTERNS IN OUR LIFE
2. IT KEEPS YOU FOCUSED ON THE BIGGER PICTURE.
3. IT PREVENTS YOU FROM WORRYING ABOUT THINGS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.
4. IT HELPS YOU FACE YOUR FEARS
5. IT ALLOWS YOU TO CLEARLY DEFINE HAPPINESS ON YOUR OWN TERMS.
6. IT ALLOWS YOU TO MAKE DECISIONS BASED ON YOUR CONSCIENCE.
Eight days of chastity may not sound like much to some but an addict will understand that 8 days sober is a mile stone.
The reflection that has developed due to extra time in my day since not being preoccupied with sexual stimuli has taken this slave to an introspective place.
Detacting somewhat from technology and looking out at the real world has taken me to a less hurried place. However it has also caused me to lose a bit of my insatiable desire. It is disconcerting which increases the need to continue with the introspection .
I have been asking others lots of question about their own desires and fantasies, asking about their kink and what keeps them engaged without becoming obsessed.
Is there anyone who really has it all, can you have it all?
A few look at me as greedy because i seem to have so much of what others crave. i have a loving Sir who holds me close and is my soul. He is a strong dominant that takes the lead! i am treasured for my gift of submission. i am told repeatedly everyday how loved i am and how much He desires me.
Master is satisfied, what is wrong with me? Why do i continue to search for new and different experiences?
Is it my fear of aging, of lossing this feeling of desire? Is it the fear that if i dont use it i'll lose it?
I havent found the answers to all of my questions and probably never will but Master is wise and has slowed his minx down so now i am able to gain more knowledge as to what is important.
Quality more than quantity may be the answer.
