2020 has came in like a wrecking ball... From my own personal trauma to the chaos in the world. This year has come to show tf out!! I'm exhausted and emotionally drained from it all... I wish I had a bubble I could pack myself up in & float off. Unfortunately for me, this is not the Wizard of Oz, I am not Dorothy, no ruby slippers or Witches of good for I am already home without the click of my heels...
~M.L~
Is it possible to miss what you never had?
To crave the touch you never felt?
To taste the lips you've never kissed?
Have your body pushed & pulled like the rip current along the Carolina shore...
Is it possible to long for the day I'm patiently waiting at your feet?
To feel myself let go in your grasp?
To know I am safe & where I belong?
Is it possible its you I've been praying for all along?
*wakes up* 😑back to reality...
~M.L~
She was never afraid of his darkness or the demons who danced in his eyes.
He thought no one could ever love him if revealed what lurked inside.
He always knew he was different, how could anyone understand?
But she was never afraid of his darkness or the Beast inside the Man.
Is it me or do cloudy days bring you extreme boredom?
Like there's no sunshine, no birds chirping and all my energy is drained, blah.
The minutes seem to drag out as I just keep watching the time lol... Like me watching it will make it go quicker, Not! 😂
It leaves me to pass my time either writing or coloring... When my son decides to share his crayons, that is 😭😆
Ugh, oh well🤷🏽♀️🥰 this was just some random blabbering
~M.L~
After taking a break from... Everything, I've learned more about myself & have come to terms with certain new aspects regarding myself. It's still a struggle but I'm confident enough that I will withstand any obstacles that may come my way & I will not stray away. For now, I have to remain focused on bettering myself further so that I can be the woman I am meant to be.
~M.L.~
It's finally Fridayyyy!!!! 😄
Somehow Friday's always lighten the mood, so take a little time and enjoy... The view (pun intended) 😉😂
~M.L~
Once again a new day has welcomed me with open arms & sunshine. 🌞 My morning with coffee and a side of paper & pen is how I'd like to start each day. With the last week now in the past, I'm able to reflect on the mishaps as well as dwell on the positives that somehow leaked through. I am beginning to accept life for what it is without constantly trying to control the unknown. The smile in my eyes, the curve of my lips all show that this happiness is true. 🥰
With warm thoughts & well wishes I hope everyone has a wonderful hump day!! 😉
~M.L~
It is Fri-yayy!!! Hope everyone enjoys their weekend😁
This past week has been a rollercoaster ride.
Full of highs, lows, twists & turns...
Each stop sending me into a downward spiral.
Luckily, having someone here for me has kept my head above water.
I look forward to the coming week in hopes of it being better for me, both mentally & emotionally.
🔗🖤🔗
I hope everyone enjoys their Sunday😊
~M.L~
RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES 😑
I'm soo tierd of some of the 'Doms' not respecting the fact that I will not respond to you in my inbox. I will not name the unnamed but you know who you are😒