I've been up all night long... No sleep just caffeine & mind running crazy. After being on here for approximately 2mths, I'm absolutely convinced my time is coming to an end. I enjoy reading the blogs & such but Eh🤐 not much left to say...
~M.L~
A mental note to myself...
The past year was an eye opener for me. I gained some & lost some... But I found out who is deep inside me.
2020🎉
This year is going to bring a whole NEW meaning to who I am. A New journey as well as a New ME. 😏
With each passing year I'd normally make resolutions, some realistic and some out of this world lol. But, with 2020 knocking at my door... All I'm wishing & striving for in this New Decade is serenity & happiness. Let go of some hurt, forget the unknown & unnamed.
Embrace myself with a SMILE😁
I hate when plans or otherwise do not go my way🙄 I literally throw a tantrum like a 3 year old child who didn't get the shiniest, loudest toy from the toy store.
I know I'm not the only one but it is something I'd say I need to work on lol. Add it to the list of my many New Year's Resolutions 🤦🏽♀️
~M.L~
Mind has been on overdrive this morning. I hate when I get like this bc my thoughts & feelings get in the way. Things become a blur... I become unsure. Walls begin to be rebuilt and I slowly shut down.
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Writing used to help perfectly... But I'm realizing its only making me more frustrated because putting it on paper doesn't rid it from your mind & your memory. In fact in resurfaces all those things I've had buried for so long. They come back & haunt me... Reminding me what I once ran from.
~M.L.~
Sending warm wishes & love to all!!!
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Wishing everyone a wonderful holiday!!
May you enjoy 💋
~M.L~
Since I'm brutally honest & I take pride in speaking my mind... I am going to address something since I think many may be able to relate. I only ask that you bare with me😉
I understand how Kink goes hand in hand so to speak with BDSM, but I don't appreciate the blatant disrespect from "fakes" who have been messaging me. As I stated, Yes I am a newbie but I do know how a True Dom would converse with one who embraces herself as a sub. I do NOT bother myself to respond... Only to block & delete🤷🏽♀️
Granted, I'm new to this & I've been naive as is... But I am Not ignorant, illiterate nor am I a slut (to ANYONE other than HIM that is😁)
With that being said,
I hope this day goes absolutely wonderful for each one who stumbles upon my blog!!🤙🏽☮
It is Fri-yayyy after all 😊
Wishing on a star at night used to be my favorite routine.
I felt as though with those simple words whispered to the first luminous ball of gas burning bright in the beautiful night sky, all my dreams would come true.
Though it gave me such contentment, it delivered me so much more purpose. Even only for a moment allowing my escape...because once my eyes opened the reality came into focus.
Dreams are meant to be had as well as explored. I'm meant to f*** up 😉 but appreciate learning my lesson... I'm supposed to have questions ??
I'm meant to be Me... as complexed & layered I may be. 😊
The mind... How delicious one's knowledge can be!
No, not one for the bling or glamour... Your money or worth won't impress me.
I've come from nothing to something & back again. What I've realized is that appearance's fade, we all grow mature in age... But what remains is the beauty of one's MIND🖤
Sapiosexual... That's Me.