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BabyGurl New Journey

I have always been hiding inside my head, never been the type to express my self so openly, but as i decided to follow my heart and start this new journey, i think thats one of the things i have to work on. So here im going to try my best to express my Feelings, cravings, desires, experiences
4 years ago. February 11, 2020 at 3:29 AM

Intense; of extreme force, degree, or strength.
having or showing strong feelings or opinions; extremely earnest or serious.

So this past weekend i found myself being accused of being to "intense" on two different occasions. How they said it, it was meant to be in a bad way, like saying i was being too much, or dramatic (i hate when people call me dramatic for expressing how i feel about something). At the moment it did made me feel some type of way because people think they can just attack you and they expect you too stay shut and thats not me, so thats the word they used to describe me and make me feel less. 

But then today i was thinking (always overthinking) if you ask me being intense is part of my beautiful personality, even though they try to make it seem like negative, for me is all positive. 

when i love i do it intensively... as a friend, sister, mother, partner. i put my heart in everything i do. This is the reason why i try to keep my self away and not open up to people. 

 

gwenstar​(sub female) - I've noticed throughout my life that 95% of people I encounter think I'm "too much" for a long time I paid a price I shouldn't have for their unkind and selfish opinions and still sometimes have issues with it, just not as bad. People like that have issues with themselves that they have yet to face head on, either being too scared or just blatantly oblivious to their own issues. You will never be too much for the people who are suppose to be your "tribe" keep your head up love, you'll find your people. Btw, this is why I hate 90% of humanity. No respect, loyalty, or integrity anymore. Pitiful really
4 years ago
LitAngel​(sub female) - yess agree 0 respect for others, no understanding.
4 years ago

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