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PrincessSweetPeaXO​(sub female){ } - I’m sorry for whatever has you feeling this way. I’m willing to listen it you wanna talk. I know all about putting on masks. Sadly, most people are to self absorbed and selfish to look past it.

Ingénue{VK} - I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON 🖤

MsDove​(sub female){Eternal Pi} - Don't assume others close to you should know how you are feeling. Can't blame them for not noticing your pain, by your own admission, you hide it well.
My guess is that you're a man of stature. Somehow "we" expect more of you.
Please don't hold your pain so close that you break into pieces without ever allowing anyone in. We aren't on this earth to handle everything alone. Be an example to your kids, ask for help. You are fooling yourself if you think they don't know somethings wrong. They are smart kids, they just don't have to tools to know how to help.
I am sorry you are feeling so all alone. Having spent years in the same place I will tell you that you owe it to yourself (and family) to get help from a friend or professional. You are worth it. .
The reality is, you are not alone. That's an illusion you've created. Your wife loves you, your siblings love you. Let them in. Trust them, they won't break. You are loved.
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