Indigolover{Beast}

Indigo Blue

This blog is about being true to who we are in the lifestyle we have chosen to live. I will encourage, entertain, and delight you all with poems, erotic stories, and personal experiences with me and My Dom Latinobrusier(Beast). Thank you all that follow me. You are my Indigo Fam.

What is normal

3 years ago. December 22, 2020 at 7:08 PM

Hello Indigo Fam,

I struggle every day with my depression. I blog to find peace in this world of chaos. Our search for a playmate has come to an end...too stressful. My Dom is my rock...but I push him away. Alone I feel and alone I shall stay.

Silent, but obedient

Sometimes I feel like my head will explode

Sometimes I feel better off dead

Sometimes I feel like I am on the outside looking in, watching every one else pass though life. Happy, normal.

What is normal?

My normal is being a submissive trying to please her Dominant in every way possible. Sometimes I feel like a failure at that too. Someone told me to be loved by someone is second to loving yourself first. If this is true I don't think I will ever be loved.

MountaintopMaster - *raises hand* Not normal, not /always/ happy. So, you're not alone there!

3 years ago

latinobruiser(dom male) - You are already loved little one. You are my every breath. I realize with my life and family, sometimes you don't see that, but I think of you constantly. Just like you strive to please me, I strive to put a smile in your heart. Step out of the dark and come into the light with me my love

3 years ago

Max Sterne(dom male){Morley} - To love is ultimately a choice; feelings can be deceptive, take them with a pinch of salt. Make the choice to love yourself everyday. Make the choice to be good to yourself. Make the choice to do the right things for you. Then chose to never stop. Every day you do you will love yourself in the most profound way possible.

3 years ago

OraclePollon(sub female){NotYours} - Go and swim in the ocean, you wild and unhappy thing. Just because you get sidetracked on your mission, does not mean that the lighthouse vanishes. It has always been there. One day you will remember without having to look back and confirm with your own eyes, that they both indeed to exist together. It is then, that you will no longer be afraid of the sea swallowing all that you are.

3 years ago

Indigolover{Beast} - That is sooo deep!!! I love it, thank you

3 years ago

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