Hello Indigo Fam,
Lately I have been feeling lost. Being in this lifestyle can be lonely sometimes. I have talked before about subs bonding. I had a great sub/brat sister. She started dating a vanilla and well.....I have slowly been losing her. There is no one else I can talk to about the lifestyle. Beast and I are 24/7 365. I just with I was able to have a full conversation about lifestyle related issues. I have joined several groups on FB trying to find some normalcy. I am even Mod for one group. It still isn't the same as having that close bond with a true sub sister. I feel sad everyday, truthfully I haven't even told Beast my full feelings. I guess he will know now after this blog. Sorry I am not my positive self fam. Love you all
Peace
Indigo
