Indigolover{Beast}

Indigo Blue

This blog is about being true to who we are in the lifestyle we have chosen to live. I will encourage, entertain, and delight you all with poems, erotic stories, and personal experiences with me and My Dom Latinobrusier(Beast). Thank you all that follow me. You are my Indigo Fam.

The Journey

3 years ago. August 25, 2021 at 1:21 PM

Hello Indigo Fam,

Last we spoke I came to my community with horrific news. I have been in hiding trying to deal with the pain. My Dom Latinobrusier has not left my side since I got the news. Last week I initiated a scene to try and take my mind off my pain. It started fine, but he could tell things were still off with me. It ended with him holding me in his big strong arms till I went to sleep. We live the lifestyle 24/7 and even though I am dealing with this huge loss, I feel neglectful of my duties as a sub. No, my Dom does not make me feel this way, This is all me. Please help me, my mind is all over the place.

SageFlame(sub female) - * Beath in deep.

You used the word horrific. I could not think of a more accurate word to describe what you are going through. The fact that you are concerned about the needs of your Dom shows your heart.

Being a sub also means being able to receive care. He is showing you what is important to him right now. You. Take his lead and give yourself an extra helping of compassion, space and time.

As for settling thoughts. Writing, drawing, art, walking or even time with a pet if you have one would help. Music. Sometimes a movie will help. I've known others who bake. What do you think will help you?

I'm so glad your able to reach out here. There are those who genuinely care. Your also setting an example of what to do when tragedy hits. Stay connected.

Your care is the focus right now.
💜

3 years ago

Indigolover{Beast} - Thank you so very much. This is more than my community, this is my family. I get my biggest support from my Dom and my family here on The Cage. Your words me alot to me.

3 years ago

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