Hello Indigo Fam,
For those of you that have been following my journey you know this year has been a real roller-coaster for me. Feeling down and GRAY has me clinging to my Dom hard. I am a reader and researcher. I found a few articles and videos on YouTube about grief/traumatic experiences and BDSM. I found that play time can actually help with stress. I also talked with an experienced sub and she gave me something to try. Fam...let me tell you it worked. I was told to put my headphones on in the hight volume setting I could stand drowning out all outside noise. Something soothing on play. I chose Enigma and Art of noise. Blind fold tight to keep out all light,Then start scene. It was incredible. I was able to relax and totally enjoy every thing Beast was doing. You all know I share everything with you all. Let me tell you it was so intense, eat your heart out 50 shades of GRAY lol. I came super hard several times. If anyone else has tips I would greatly appreciate it.
Peace
Indigo
