Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo}

My true experiences

I like to write down my life experiences...alot of my experiences are sexual...it's just my life

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3 years ago. July 17, 2020 at 6:58 AM

You needed something or someone, you never really know which it is until its in front of you..but bam it fuckin' hits you like a slap in the face..so you take it bc its the only thing you can do....questions follow questions and still get more questions...you take your time to answer these questions...you take your time to nurture it... So you give it everything

..fucking EVERYTHING...IT TAKES EVERYTHING AND DEVOURS IT..KEEPS EVERYTHING GREEDILY.....MAKES NO EFFORT TO CONTROL WHAT OR HOW IT TAKES

AND YOU CONTINUE TO GIVE....IT TAKES EVEN MORE...MORE THAN YOU HAVE...SO BITS OF YOU START TO FALL AWAY BC OF ITS NEEDS AND ITS EATS YOU TOO....IT JUST KEEPS DEVOURING YOU...

SUCKING THE VERY ESSENCE OF YOUR SOUL...SO YOU TRY AND SPEAK BUT IT LULLS YOU INTO A FALSE SENSE OF A FUCKED UP "REALITY"....TELLS YOU WHAT YOU NEED TO HEAR AND FEEL SO IT CAN GET WHAT IT NEEDS....

THEN ONCE YOU'RE RIGHT WHERE IT WANTS YOU....RIGHT WHERE IT NEEDS YOU..

IT LAYS YOU DOWN...SOFTLY...EVER SO GENTLY...PUTS YOU AT EASE...BEFORE IT

MAKES THE KILL SHOT

AND AS IT WALKS AWAY LICKING YOU OFF ITS FINGERS AND LIPS...YOUR SCENT...YOUR VERY ESSENCE...ALL OVER IT BC YOU GAVE IT ALL OF YOURSELF....

YOU FINALLY CAN SEE IT FOR WHAT HE TRULY IS....BUT ITS TOO LATE...FAR TOO LATE.....

SirsBabyDoll(sub female){Pizza+☕} - You ok kid?

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - Yes! Just a past experience...no worries sugar! 💋

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - I have had the same experience happened to me I've been knocked down so hard it's not even funny. I am struggling with this I have been for many many years. Not something that I can let go easy. Was a part of my life a very happy part of my life. But now that person is gone and I can't replace her. I am in so much pain most of the time. And nobody seems to understand. So life goes on so they say. I'm just not happy anymore. I'm looking for a spark to come into my life and take some of the pain away. Have not found that yet. I need this so bad.

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - The only advice I can give is to NOT LOOK FOR IT...stop comparing others to the one who isn't there anymore
And sugar...go out and have some fun. Just say yes to anything and everything...try new things and people...stop dwelling on the past bc you'll never start to heal or be able to let go of this beautiful monster that took all of you...but you know they actually DIDN'T take all of you...they tried and I know it probably feels like they succeeded but they didn't bc youre still here, standing, breathing and most importantly getting back out there sugar...all you can do is take it one day at a time sugar💋👅

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - I hate this life. Nobody seems to care about you seems to bother. So I don't know what else to do I'm on here trying to find somebody and I get it by spice but yeah I'm still standing but I still hurt.

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - Thats not true sugar...I care....you can message me if you'd like...I'm sorry you feel this way....my writings are my experience but its also my release....bc if you hold onto things it'll blacken your heart and taint your soul sugar...you need to find a way to let go of your anger and hurt sugar...maybe try writing? Just a thought sug...i am here if you need to talk sug....I'm sorry that my writings made you feel like that again....truly that's not my intention.

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - Hi there. Thanks for showing me support. I appreciate it so much. I hope we can get to know each other better. Your words of advice seem to be settling to me. I find the company very satisfying. I don't know if I'm making any sense or just rambling. But thanks for letting me do what I'm doing. I think I'm just too lonely and need somebody to chat with but that's not saying I would want to take it farther to. Let me know your thoughts but don't quit talking to me I really appreciate the company. Thanks so much!

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - I'm sorry I haven't been on much the last couple weeks...how are you sugar? Have you found a way to release that which can poison your soul? I hope so very much so sug...did you enjoy the holiday sugar? In hopes this finds you well...feel free to message me whenever sugar...💋👅

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - Hi there. Life goes on. I guess what makes me drawn to you, is yours so different than me. Everybody says Opposites attract. The excitement of finding somebody like you turns me on. I think I said some place and I'll my writings that I was married and in the bad relationship, but I'm not sure that makes any difference. I'm pretty sure that you're not interested in what I have to offer. I really don't know. So I guess you really don't want to be bothered by me anymore , it seems like to me. So you can get back to me if you want or not at all that's up to you. I will still be depressed no matter what life has not been good to me. You could change this but I don't think that's going to happen. Hope to hear back from you. It's the excitement of thehunt

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - Um first off I did reply back to you, did I not? So obviously I don't mind our interactions but I will tell you this I don't do the "woe is me bullshit, sugar" so fucking man up and take what you want and deserve in your life sugar...and you should do this not for ANYONE ELSE BUT FOR YOURSELF...you want a better outlook on life then change your path...so you had a shitty marriage...so does a ton of people what is important is what you do NOW...THIS IS YOUR FUCKING TIME...USE IT THE WAY YOU WANT TO SUGAR...

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - Well I never said you didn't return anything back to me. You always get back to me. That's one reason why I keep writing to you is because you always send something back to me. And I'm not complaining his if you think I am I'm just letting you know that facts. So if we do get involved I just want you to be aware of it that's all and you're probably not going to anyway. This is up to you I'm not a forcing kind of person. And you don't know everything that's going on either. That's okay. Talk to you soon.

3 years ago

hhybeCA(other male) - Nevermind

3 years ago

Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo} - Well I hope you are well sugar and I know I may come of like a huge cunt and I'm sorry but I'm just a brutally honest person and don't sugar coat anything or soften the blow...Im not wired that way sugar...and I've been extremely busy working sugar so I try and jump on when I can. And if you'd like to continue to talk I ofc am always try to be available...anyway how's the search going for you sugar?

3 years ago

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Scarlet Red​(other female){Hunting fo}

My true experiences

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Scarlet Red(other female){Hunting fo}