Call it megalomania...
Call it hero's syndrome...
I believe I have it. I didn't realize it until yesterday. I have always been financially disciplined I am very strict with myself.
I did something unbelievable yesterday...I actually subscribed to a model's fansly. Yes. I did. I am not proud of the fact that I did.
Interestingly, before this, I did find a few models very attractive but I didn't take action...yet this lady...after a lot of thinking...I took action to subscribe.
The reason is because of her story...she mentioned that she is 19 years old and she is the sole bread winner for her family and that they are retired. She has to juggle between work, university and life. Taking a pity for her, I subscribed.
Once the rush is over...my rational mind wondered...what did I do? Then it hit me hard that I'm a sucker for damsels in distress. I have to be very careful. If I were ever to fall into any traps...it could because of this.
You are still here? Thank you for listening to my ramblings. I just need to get it off my chest and all of you are the best listener I can hope for. Have a nice day.
