One of my favorite songs in my playlist right now is "You Made a Monster" by Goth Pop. It came up one time on my 365 DNI soundtrack and the melody and sync of it just drives my soul. It brings me to think about the monster that lives inside of me. The one that craves control and routine... the one that looks for those things that need that stability in my life... the one that holds me tight and is only released by a unique control outside of myself.
"Don't move!" He says softly but sternly and I obey. Holding tight onto the metal rack before me, i know that moving will result in the lash of His whip. i shiver as the fan rotates and blows cold air on my hot skin. i feel His hands moving down along my back and arms but i continue to hold still, despite the feelings in my body, the wetness trickling in between my legs, the desire to push my ass back into His front, showing Him what a needy girl i am - still, i hold still...
i hold my breath when He steps away, releasing it only when my lungs are burning with the need for air, the need clawing at my insides like the monster that is begging for taming. i open my eyes and look at the mirror in front of me. He's sitting on the chair on the other side of the room watching me, His eyes studying my body, every inch of my backside on display for Him.
i hold tight onto the metal bar, looking in His deep dark eyes until one word. One word is all it takes to make my body fall apart... "Cum..." He commands softly. i feel my body tense and relief wash over me as I release, my juices flowing more freely down my thighs, onto the pad beneath my feet. He smiles and comes over to me, rubbing His rough hands over my soft skin. "Good girl." He says pulling me close to Him. "Good girl indeed."