The time has come for me to make some serious decisions about things in my life. I have come to realize that a relationship between you and I, the way that I was hoping, is never going to happen. For me, it is not that the desire was not there, at one time. Now, I must admit to myself that the toxicity in my life cannot continue. I must, for myself, let go of those things that no longer allow me to live in a healthy manner. I must, for myself, surround myself with people and things that do not bring down my mental health, body and soul but bring positivity to my mental health, body, and soul. I must, for myself, surround myself with people that will not bring me down but lift me up and have my best interests in minds and in their hearts. I must, for myself, understand that not everyone has a place for me in their life. While some of these decisions pain me, I know that I, again, will be able to thrive, be strong and move forward towards achieving my own dreams, goals, and healthy well-being. I wish those that I must release the best in their own lives. I wish that they find happiness that they desire. I wish for them a smile each day and positivity that they need in their live. I wish for them to thrive mentally, emotionally, and physically. These are also the things that I wish for myself, and I realize now that I cannot achieve those things with those people in my life.
2 years ago. March 3, 2022 at 5:17 AM
