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5 years ago. September 23, 2019 at 12:35 AM

Last night was so unexpected.

My Master was out of town and has been for almost 2 weeks. He wasn't expecting to be back until Tuesday.

Around 8:30 last night he told me he'd be home in a couple hours. I was out visiting when he told me.

I opened his message sitting near everyone. "I got a question ????? How bad do you want dick?" Gave me a shock, my whole body heated up, I could feel my face blushing. I knew if I kept sitting there someone would notice a change in me. So I went to the bathroom, "I want your dick bad!" I got the excitement out, cooled down a little...I just knew what was coming next.

"I'm coming home tonight."

I felt this burst of energy, pure lust hit me, the thought of being near him, hearing his heart beat, feeling his touch, playing, and pleasing him. Sending a few more messages. Orders given, being warned of punishment. I needed to be near him in any way I could.

It was hard sitting amongst everyone when all I could think about was him. I stayed a little longer because it was expected.

I put the toys out ready as he asked. Waited for the message that he's 15 minutes away. Feeling nervous...I've been needing him so bad, feeling anxious because I knew what was going to happen.

He messages, I go to the bedroom...put on my red teddy and thong. Laying on the bed waiting patiently, body heated, pussy wet, squirming.

I hear a car door slam, his foot steps, door opens and I am squirming. Door closes and locks. He removes his clothes before he comes to the bedroom.

Last night had so many different meanings. Complete and total ownership, the placing of proof that I belong to him, and punishment.

Being played with...his oh so talented tongue, his hand and crop used on my big ass, thong ripped off, fucked every which way, multiple orgasms, allowed to worship his cock.

I'm not the type that needs ceremony, or deep words of emotion. It is the feeling, the significance, and the act that matters in my mind, heart, and body. He placed the beautiful collar on me.

The pride and acceptance of being collared by him will give me the strength to endure the long periods of being without him while he travels.

Punishment, although the act had more than one purpose...it shows me he wants me to do better. Try harder. With the knowledge that he has taken every part of me, owns every part of me.

Enduring the pain and discomfort of punishment was all worth the time that I got to spend with my Master. This act also marked me and completed his total ownership of my body.

You're completely owned now.
Yes my King.
Who owns you?
You do my King.
Are you ready?
Yes my King.
Hard?
Yes please.
And he cums, long and hard.

Every hole is now used and marked as his.

He had warned me that I would be sore. I am not into anal sex, it was only done as marking of ownership and/or punishment. It has been over 10 years since and many more years before that. Still yet, I never imagined I would be sore, but then again I should have known because it's been almost 20 years since I've been with a man that is the size of my Master. Of course there is a reason and purpose for the soreness as well. I will be sitting down just a little easier for a couple days, not just from anal...but from how big he is and how hard he fucks my pussy. Each time I sit and feel, it will remind me!

The words he spoke to me just a few days before resonate even more after last night. "My only intentions with you is to see you happy and grow as a person."

And last night was a true testament to those words. All in one night...I was made extremely happy by being collared and grew with the punishment he inflicted.

The emotions I am feeling today lifts me to a place that has been missing in my life for a long time.

Thank you Master...I will serve you with pride and dignity for as long as you desire my servitude!


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