Written approximately 12 weeks ago…
I come to you to place my lips to your feet, whispering hope, laying out the offering of my heart, my will, my body, my spirit, and my conceit as I beg for your guidance in my service to you. My soul longs for you to take from my open palms everything that is mine to give so that I may become a reflection of your will, your desires, and your pride. I seek to settle my spirit in the shelter of your dominance, I seek to bring your spirit pleasure and satisfaction, I seek to sacrifice my passions to feed the well of your power. I vow to learn to obey gracefully, suffer gratefully, and serve lovingly. I wish to be no longer my own, but yours. Yours to fill with whatever you choose, yours to strip, yours to reshape, and yours to wholly take ownership of. Please allow me to obey, serve, suffer, and trust in order to deepen our bond so that we may never be separated as Master and slave. I freely surrender my needs, passions, desires, and autonomy to your divinity as I most deeply beg to be claimed as your possession.
Becoming property is an interesting process, a learning experience, an opportunity for growth and change. I have often said that my kinks are simply an avenue to intimacy and I am grateful to be able to say that I have found the one that truly understands the meaning of that. Our fledgling bond grows daily, and my desire to serve deepens as I surrender my will. I am continuously offering my vulnerability as I begin accepting his guidance, his truths, and his power. The turning point for me was when I stopped testing him and started trusting him. That was when I knew that I am owned. We have a long way to go and I fully intend to savor every moment of the journey into my submission under his adroit hand.