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The Isolation Diaries

Just some thoughts and musings whilst remote working in self isolation...
3 years ago. March 30, 2021 at 5:18 PM

How do cagebots,

 

I thought I’d take a bit of a detour from the normal random shite I talk about on here and talk about something I’ve decided to call melting head syndrome.

 

don’t worry it’s not a side effect of the covid vaccine, I don’t think it is Anyways.


Ive mentioned before that I sometimes struggle with anxiety and it can lead to me making some rash or insensible decisions.  

Most recently it led to me ending things with a domme who was very good and we connected very well, however due to a case of melting head syndrome I got the fear that I wasn’t good enough or that I was letting her down.  She had given no indication of this.  

Result I told her that I felt I wasn’t able to be what I felt she deserved i then deleted her contact details.

 

Now, a few weeks after the fact, common sense has set in along with the regrets.

 

Morale of the story?  

if you feel you are comming down with MHS, take a beat.  Talk to someone, don’t just react.

 

anyways,  we don’t have as many infected around these parts anymore which is always a good thing, my back was getting sort building those pyres.


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