She was sitting near me on her knees... Naked. (Parden my grammer. )
She was desperate to say something or to do, but silent. Staring at me .....
"You wanna say something? " I asked.
"No Master, I'm just waiting for your order" She replied.
"So What do you think BDSM is? How you see it? " I asked.
" Master, I have been for two years in it. I have been in many communities too. Male Doms think that having only sex with a lady is BDSM. Female one think humiliating males or torturing them is BDSM." I looked at her.
"But BDSM is not that harsh.i see it as a relationship between sub and Dom. It's a way to feel pleasure of each other in sexual orientation. It's not about humiliation. Neither a vanila thing."
"You want me to treat you as my girl friend? " I interrupted her. " Want me to introduce u in my friend circle as a friend or girlfriend? Take u out for movies, respect you in social. Make u a part of my family and society? "
" As a lady I might want this Master" She answered. " But not as a sub. I'm you sub, not a girlfriend and I don't want to be". "It might be other's fantasy, but not mine. D/s relationship is not a vanila thing as I said".
" I have my family, my social life. I'm not here to be part of yours. I'm here to feel a change in it. To feel the pleasure in secret that I can't get in that life. To fulfill my fantasy. "
I was looking in her eyes. She said each word with depth of her heart. She put her cheek on my hand. I felt the softness of her cheek. I cared for her hair.
"Most likely to feel free, feel loved with no responsibility.i'm here to get restrained. To surrender to someone, with no rights over him but everything In a different way. I know he only cares for my pleasure."
" Where no one judges me. I'm mistaken but no one makes me feel regret. Even the punishments are given to please me".
" What is a Dom, you want to be with.? Do you think I'm actually the same as ur fantasy? "
"Yes master. A Dom is Someone who take charge with my all responsibility, preventing any fear or threat of social embarassment for me. So that I could enjoy, feel sexy and wanted. "
"Who makes me feel that I'm nothing but important yet."
"Master you are the right Dom for me. You make me feel safe. And I am here to share my pleasure with you not as a Girlfriend but as a submissive. If I wanted to feel like a girlfriend I would look for a boyfriend not for a Dom."
"Just don't think to spare me from your life. "
" I'm always here for you. " I kissed her cheek. I pet her head.
