Real Housewife of Kink

*Warning* Hippy metaphysical and witchy stuff ahead. I swear, I'm not a completely insane person.

I've been dipping my toes well, swimming in my spiritual side. Tonight was a new moon, for new beginnings and manifestation. I was starting to question myself and even during it, started to just feel a big sense of unease. I decided to just let myself go. Let myself feel everything. Thank the universe and my guides. Once I was done, I felt a huge weight off of my shoulders. I felt, like I was so at peace. 

I have never felt like that before, in church or anything. I have tried, multi denominations. Instead, I just felt like an impostor. Like, I didn't belong with these other "believers". 

Anyways, I feel good. That is all that matters.