darlingnikki(sub female){Taken}

Real Housewife of Kink

Just my thoughts and ramblings. Some pictures sprinkled in for fun.

What mask are you wearing today?

3 years ago. August 25, 2020 at 2:30 PM

I haven't been myself in a long time. I feel very depressed and have no energy. I know, I have depression and anxiety. I'm on the smallest of doses with medication. I think it may be time to talk to my doctor about upping the doses. Even now, I'm having trouble even typing anything. I have just been sitting here staring at the screen and looking for songs to cry to.

I normally put the mask on. You know the one we all do. "I am doing good, how are you?" When internally you are just a mess.

I did just email my doc to talk about upping my dosage for anti depressants.

How is everyone mentally handling things right now? Are you just getting by? Are you thriving? I would love to know.

Wandarae - Well since you asked. I am I guess just doing ok for now. And that is ok because it’s not bad it just not as great as I want it. I take medication for anxiety. It serves me well thank god im not on edge anymore. I work anywhere from 70/85 hours a week just to get by and shit keeps getting bigger not smaller. But I keep going one day at a time, because that’s how you eat an elephant. Well I hope you have a great day.

3 years ago

darlingnikki(sub female){Taken} - Wow, that is an insane work week. I hope you have a great day as well.

3 years ago

SirsBabyDoll(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Holy hell! Are there even that many hours in a week? You must be exhausted! (((Hugs)))

3 years ago

Wandarae - Easy jobs and yes there are that many hours. But I have taken off for the last two weeks from one job and I might take this week off from it also. I feel I need a break from routine

3 years ago

SirsBabyDoll(sub female){Pizza+☕} - Nikki, it all depends on the moment, and that is ok. Right now, I'm on a shaky even keel. But later, I could be joyous and in the next breath, crushed or angry. It's all ok. It's MY feelings and in order to keep moving forward on the YBR, I have to give myself permission to feel whatever it is I'm feeling.

3 years ago

DiscoveringMe(sub female){Cocooned} - I hoped I was handling this change well but it seems as though im not. A Dr visit confirmed. I am at the highest dosage my antidepressant will allow for me. As a result, new problem has been added (or revealed) to my already full plate. Yay me! But if I don't keep treading water, I'll drown...and that is just not an option! Talking helps so I am thankful for my bestie!

3 years ago

Wandarae - My box is always open if you need it.

3 years ago

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darlingnikki​(sub female){Taken}

Real Housewife of Kink

What mask are you wearing today?

darlingnikki(sub female){Taken}