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Mutterings from the dark side

Random babbles and observations that I have made over the years
6 years ago. September 1, 2017 at 1:12 PM

Good morning my lovelies .Today let's talk about the rush .What do I mean by the rush you ask ?That's a very good question ,The rush is what ever thakes us to that place ,Anal ,Choking ,Slapping ,Rough ,Screams ,Begging ,Degradation ,Seeing her cry .And the list goes on and on the point is we all Have them and we're all looking to get them fulfilled I see this little Tess on profiles and wonder how many times people accurately take them how many times they can admit to themselves what they need in their deepest darkest .Can we look at ourselves and admit what gives is that rush what it is we truly need can we face ourselves and admit that what we need to truly hit that high and it off is against Everything we've known as proper .I think once we hit that point we truly do reach a kind of freedom just food for thought on a Friday morning now back to your regularly scheduled madness .

T slave​(sub female){Owned} - Yes we all get the rush whether in giving or receiving!
6 years ago
Bunnie - I've retaken the test over time purely out of the curiosity to see how much my answers (and results) have changed as my knowledge has increased and also as I become more comfortable with the truth of who I am. It's been interesting. Thank you for sharing your insights.
6 years ago
Silver​(sub female){not intere} - Thank You Dark this is very very thought provoking. First thought that comes to mind are the phrases that deal with the dark side. For instance, we have better cookies on the dark side. lolz. But seriously that rush You speak of...i call it head space. When Sir buckles on my leather play collar and the other restraints ...the act immediately puts me into my submissive frame of mind. its always lurking beneath the surface but smelling the leather, watching Sir as He encircles my wrists and ankles with those restraints made out of soft italian leather i slowly drift into the head space that prepares me for the intense time spent submitting to Sir.
This head space is NOT to be confused with sub space....its way different.
But i have noticed and observed that Sir also has His own special head space. its hard to be in my head space and also observe Sir but since He is poly and ive observed Him with the other women at times.......its really amazing to see Him like that. And when Sir is done playing with one of the others, its me He calls while He is coming down from the high that He eventually hits while playing.
I know that Sir absolutely loves the touch of a woman. loves the feel of our skin. loves the sound of our voices. loves our smell. loves our laughter. so its easy to see that He builds up just like i do getting mentally prepared and ready for His part in O/our dance.
6 years ago

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