So although its been a while since I first shared my discovery that my partner is a very experienced dominatrix. We have moved at a steady pace and my role in our ssxual relationship is now very clear and I haven't been happier sexually.
I have read and read and read as much info as I could. And although there are some scary horror stories out there the overall response for myself has been positive.
And the fact that we talk about it openly with each other has helped no end. What started of with simple commands and gentle punishment has increased to a level that literally blows my mind.
There are a few restrictions we place on each other and she is always mindful of hurting me too much.
When it comes to sex we only get forceful if I want to wear my collar! And if she is in the mood to feel pain she may wear my collar. The role reversal doesn't happen often but defiantly adds another level when she wears collar. This is normally her wanting to be raped! This is normally when we are having a meal or watching TV and I'll tie her to the chair and forcefully choke her and be very rough with her tits. We have a few toys hidden throughout the house and there's one which we use to make her gag and struggle while tied up.
At first I was nervous about hurting her as its not something I have ever taken p!measure in before. But after talking through boundaries (anal with penis is the only 1) she wants to be blooded and bruised. Bearing in mind I've cut someone intentionally its all been about taking our time and being careful and safe mentally and hygienically. So far there haven't been any moments where we've gone "shit that's too far!"
But my role as slave has been eye opening. We've experimented with toys, gags, choking and pushing my pain thresholds.
Turns out we haven't found it yet and who knew she could make me cum just by fucking me with a strapon!!!! Now I won't deny its been scary but exciting but wow.
I'll keep you all updated