4 years ago. Monday, April 5, 2021 at 4:08 PM
Today is one of those days, if you haven't been able to tell already from my many blogs. It is a day where I crave, no need to be dominated. I feel so sensitive, so on edge.
At work, I was treated so poorly by a man on the phone. He yelled at me, actually screaming into the phone. He called me a worthless whore, a stupid butch, and so on. Normally, I would inform him that I am hanging up, make a case note, and never hear from the person again. Today it excited me. I couldn't help but say "yes Sir" and apologize for my short comings until I realized what I was doing.
I am flustered, shocked, and terribly turned on. It is like I am in heat for verbal abuse, needing degradation and humiliation. It is terrible that I want more.