Takes from Abyss

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That Need

3 years ago. April 5, 2021 at 8:08 PM

Today is one of those days, if you haven't been able to tell already from my many blogs. It is a day where I crave, no need to be dominated. I feel so sensitive, so on edge.

At work, I was treated so poorly by a man on the phone. He yelled at me, actually screaming into the phone. He called me a worthless whore, a stupid butch, and so on. Normally, I would inform him that I am hanging up, make a case note, and never hear from the person again. Today it excited me. I couldn't help but say "yes Sir" and apologize for my short comings until I realized what I was doing.

I am flustered, shocked, and terribly turned on. It is like I am in heat for verbal abuse, needing degradation and humiliation. It is terrible that I want more.

The Kinky Poet(other male) - We all have a needs and sometimes they are saited when we least expect it
Love and light T.K.P xx

3 years ago

Rivermxl - Careful, for the line between submission and abuse can be agonizingly thin sometimes, specially in vanilla world. I trust you know this anyway. I wish you strength.

3 years ago

Balthezor - Careful with that, no Dom wants to be a bully, sometimes lines get blurry. Best of luck to you, hope all goes well.

3 years ago

Abyssful(sub female) - Thank you for the warning, I appreciate your desire to protect and share knowledge. I am well aware and do not think of the individual as anything I would want further dealings with. It was the interaction and emotions that were affecting me so.

3 years ago

Maxorde{Not lookin} - Indeed, that satisfaction of some of our urges comes from the most unlikely of things. Health and happiness to you! Your other side of the slash is out there as you have a world if people here to help!

3 years ago

Bluebutterfly(sub female){Havelock } - That’s one way to turn a rude caller into a positive at work. This kinky world is made up of people with different desires and we all have different ways that we like them sated. I hope you get the desired domination you need. Xx

3 years ago

Jlicious(sub female) - Hey, It’s your desires and can’t help what you feel .People get turned on by so many different things no judgment here but Am glad that you know the difference with not crossing that line.
Did he get more upset when you would “ yes, sir and apologize?
Thank you fir sharing 🌸🌸

3 years ago

Abyssful(sub female) - He just didn't listen at all to what I said.

3 years ago

acquiesced(sub male) - I understand the borderline emotions that you're feeling. In some ways, being on the fence about a situation like this is what defines the excitement in the kink world when you take that chance. I mean, if you just easily succumbed to this type of treatment all of the time it would not have had as much meaning to you. It's that fine line that we walk. I had (as a Dom) a sub who craved this sort of thrill. In the end she left me for someone else (probably needed new risks to take) and accused me of being abusive to our vanilla friends. Like I said, it's a fine line.

3 years ago

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Takes from Abyss

That Need

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