Bitter rejection

I woke up today sad.....feeling sad for myself...lost...bitter...defeated...i could not have what i wanted...not now...maybe never...but the chance ia there...but why can't i have it now...come on...57 years and i can't have what i want...then i caught a news clip...a four year old girl...cancer victim...had lost her hair...had not long to live possibly...she had been given a wig ..her cherrished hair...they had a video...the girl that she shared a room with...had just lost her hair...during the night... The girl crawled from her bed...removed her wig...and set it on the bed of the sleeping girl that just lost her hair...and i am sad...i despair...i am ashamed how weak i am next too her...strength is all around us...God..or Mother Earth...or whoever runs this circus....gives us great gifts...more than we deserve...cherrish them...dont become old and bitter seeking what u think u want...accept the simple gifts you are given....before its too late...